I'm sick of running out of breath.

explaining what is in my head.

I don't know how, to say out loud, that I wish that I was dead.

since I was young I only bleed

in languages nobody speaks.

what you can't feel, can still be real

I'd kill to make you see.

@Hazely song?

I'm on my deathbed and no one knows! till somebody cran crack this code.

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I was hoping you'd get it😂

@Hazely Yep🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 do you know the song?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 iiii have a question

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 (another question)

@Hazely what's up?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 should we find someone we know and prank them with a song?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 like a lyric prank?

@Hazely Deal who?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 that's what I need help with😂

@Hazely I will look

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 okiiii

@Hazely End?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 sure, what song?

@Hazely maybe him and I trust me

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 that Songs probably gonna be hard for me to do

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 cause I didn't memorize the lyrics to that song

@Hazely I love that song but okii

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 wait, do you know Die With A Smile?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I also love it, but lyrics are hard to memorize😂

@Hazely I had to sing that for my choir concert so nope not at all🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ok😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I'll look through my playlist real quick

@Hazely Oki

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 wbt E.T by Katy Perry?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 😂

@Hazely Nope not memorized what about if the world was ending?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 🤣

@Hazely what 🤣

you start it😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 this is just gonna be hilarious🤣

@Hazely Dine it's gonna be on the one where he calls you short

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ok

@Hazely you start he doesn't know me

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 okay😂

it's started😂

@Hazely wrong song🤣🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 HE GOT THE SONG🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 HOLY CRAP🤣

@Hazely lmao

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 LOOK🤣

@Hazely I didn't lmao

@Hazely OMG DID

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I still don't get what you mean by wrong song

@Hazely If the world was ending by JP same and Julia michaels

I'm dying right now🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 that the song we're doing?

@Hazely Ughhh nvm

@Hazely Heyy

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yea?

@Hazely im bored

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 me too

@Hazely wyd

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 trying to guess songs that End sends the lyrics for😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 nvm, he has to go to bed

my lil sibling just said "I see you Kacchan!" and I was 90% sure I heard Deku say that😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 they sounded SO MUCH like Deku😂

@Hazely 🤣🤣🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 they sound like Deku and my brother can sometimes sound like Kacchan🤣

@Hazely I miss you and this when their you make me laugh

@Hazely Like you make me laugh more than most of my friends

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 and you make me laugh😊

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I also miss u

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 same for you

@Hazely your my favorite and always will be

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 same for you😊

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 heyyyyy, I got a song request

@Hazely Yayy

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 Victoria's Secret by Jax

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 and pretty much ANY song by Jax😂

@Hazely Fr🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 have you heard some of her songs?

@Hazely yeah haha

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 Good lol🤣

@Hazely thats why we are friends

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 you😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 YUP😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I MEANT YUP

@Hazely 🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I TYPE TO FAST FOR MY OWN GOOD🤣

@Hazely well atleast when my friends look over they see your too fast typing🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 huh?

@Hazely My friends are nosy ass bitches that like to look at my phone

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 my siblings used to be like that

@Hazely My friends are so annoying about it still saying your my boyfriend

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 are they still-

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 your not joking are you?

@Hazely nope

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I'm more annoyed than I can put into words

@Hazely imagine how I feel

@Hazely yes they know your gay

@Hazely you oka

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 and yet they still want us together😓😑

@Hazely it gets annoying but the next person that tells me that your my boyfriend is gonna get smacked

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 PLEASE

@Hazely Hey I tell you a out it you don't have to endure it

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ?

@Hazely about *

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I don't want you suffering alone

@Hazely Well your not here and nobody is listening to me about my own life soo

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I don't give a crap if I'm not there, you're not suffering alone

@Hazely Aww

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 🩵

@Hazely I guess your gonna suffer with me then

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yes

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 and I will always

@Hazely Thank you I love you sm🧡

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 welcome, I love you too🩵🖤❤️‍🔥

@Hazely I will try to fix it tomorrow deal?

@Hazely before I get dressed coded🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ok

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah🤣

@Hazely Im cooked because I am wearing that outfit because I want to🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 🤣

@Hazely I will tell you if I get dressed coded

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 oki

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I've never been dress coded😂

@Hazely No duh dipshit🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 🤣🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 it actually could've been possible when I did go to Public school😂

@Hazely Oh yeah you would have been dress coded in 1st grade🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 Except I never was😂

@Hazely Why did you start home schooling

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 when Covid first started

@Hazely Oh why didn't you transfer when it stopped

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 cause it was easier for me because of my ADHD and Autism. and cause it's safer

@Hazely Oh makes sense I need to me homeschooled

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah?

@Hazely YES they think transferring classes is gonna stop me from getting bullied

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 (more songs: The Hills by The Weeknd, How Do I Say Goodbye by Dean Lewis, Be Alright by the same person)

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 they seriously only did that?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 they seriously only MOVES CLASSES?

@Hazely Yeah

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 MOVED*

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 damn😓

@Hazely thats why I was in a mental hospital because they bullied me badily

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 jesus..

@Hazely Yeah thats why I was not responding one weekend because I couldnt

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 it makes sense

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ya know, if someone was bullying me that bad I wouldn't hesitate to punch'em

@Hazely Yeah I want to but nothing will change

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah..

@Hazely Idk what to do i still get bullied on the bus and I cant walk home

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 can't your dad pick you up?

@Hazely He has work

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 can't a teacher take you home?

@Hazely Mot in this state no

@Hazely Not*

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I can't think of anything else😔

@Hazely I can ride the bus im moving back on the bus so im further away from my bully

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 good

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 stay the fuck as far away from them as you can

@Hazely Im gonna try and you will never guess what happened

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 uh oh

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 what happened?

@Hazely My ex waved at me🤮

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 HE WHAT

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 What in the world makes him think he can just casually wave at you😑

@Hazely He also smiled at me

@Hazely Idfk

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 🤮

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah, I'd stay away from him too

@Hazely Im gonna play him as mich as o can

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yes, please do😂

@Hazely Maybe try to destroy him

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 haha yeah

@Hazely But I like someone else

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 oh? who?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 oh wiat

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 wait*

@Hazely What and it's wait not wiat 🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I know😑 I again typed to fast😑

@Hazely and what am I waiting for

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 and is the person you like still Lilly?

@Hazely nah

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I had asked who then said Oh Wait because I remembered sm

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 then who?

@Hazely One of my best friends who conveniently own a cabin in Michigan🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 🤣🤣

@Hazely no joke 🤣

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I believe it🤣

@Hazely I cant stop thinking about himm

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 you've really fallen for him huh?

@Hazely Idk😭

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I think it's a yes

@Hazely His smileeeee

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah you've really fallen for him, and HARD

@Hazely Nuh uh

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 you really have

@Hazely His smile is justtt

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 perfect?

@Hazely better than perfect

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 oh?😯

@Hazely And it's just his laughh

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 your lucky

@Hazely Wydm

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 just chilling with my LOUD ASS siblings TRYING to listen to my music

@Hazely tell them I said hi

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I can't

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 they don't know I have this app remember? let alone that I know you

@Hazely well tell them that you friend said hi

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I don't have any of my friends numbers-

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I can't communicate with any of my irl friends unless it's in person

@Hazely ughhh

@Hazely say hi to them for me

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 hooooooow?

@Hazely SAY hi it's that simpleee

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 oh, that's what you meant🤦🏾

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I'm so stupid🤦🏾 I guess I REALLY earned the name "Dummy" didn't I?

@Hazely or dumbass

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I said hi

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 no

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 just, just no

@Hazely whatt

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I'm not a dumbass😑

@Hazely okay buddy

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 uh- 🥺

@Hazely Im sorry I love you and your not a dumbass

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 it's okay..

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 that's also not the thing that made me do that..

@Hazely what's wrong

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 My friend Ava was the only one who called me "Buddy"

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 they hasn't spoken to me in a while..

@Hazely Im sorry zack

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 haven't*

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 it's okay..

@Hazely It's not i am sorry

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ...

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 thank you..

@Hazely Anytime I love you

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I love you too..🩵

@Hazely im always here for you I promise

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 🩵❤️‍🔥🖤

@Hazely 💙💙🖤🖤

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🖤🩶🤍🩷❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹

@Hazely 💌💘💝💖💗💓💞💕💟❣️❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹❤️🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜🤎🖤🩶💣🫶♡

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 thank you..

@Hazely Anytime

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ❤️

@Hazely I love you to the moon and back

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I love you to the end of the galaxy and back🤍🖤💙

@Hazely You win again♡

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 💙🖤🩶💜🩵

@Hazely 💚wait I have one

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 oh?

@Hazely I love you to the end of the universe and back

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 💙🖤🩶🤍🩵💜

@Hazely 💚💚 Are you siblings still being annoying

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 maybe, idk. I'm now in my room

@Hazely Lmao💚

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah😂💚🩵

@Hazely Wyd

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 listening to music thinking about random shit

@Hazely Well im thinking of him

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ofc you are😂

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I don't got anyone like that to think of..

@Hazely His smile

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 aaand his laugh?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 maybe his eyes?😂

@Hazely And the way he talkss

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 this is just like your perfect boy huh?

@Hazely Not perfect because he is friends with my ex and idk why your ex would leave you your amazing

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 which ex?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I left one and the other left me

@Hazely the one that was sneaking around with your brother

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 ah yeah, he's the one who left me

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 he's a creep..

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 why are the two people I've fallen for been liars and creeps?

@Hazely Fr and idk why he would leave you your amazing

@Hazely Idk their fault

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 thanks..

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yeah..

I've just pretty much lost ALL hope of every finding a guy that will ACTUALLY care about me..

@Hazely Their are both guys think about it

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 what?

@Hazely Maybe try dating a girl trust me

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I've already tried that

@Hazely Wait what

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I dated Jade before I realized I was gay and trans

@Hazely Oh

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 Jade. she was the first person I'd ever dated, she was a girl when we met and she was a girl when we got together.

@Hazely But your not gay your bisexual

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 she thought she was lesbian and I thought I was Bi

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 no I'm not

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I THOUGHT I was bisexual

@Hazely Oh

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 then I thought I was Pan, but then realized I'm gay

@Hazely Oh maybe you just need to find someone who cares about you alot

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I doubt that will ever happen..

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I'm too weird for most people.. and sometimes people don't date trans guys because they still have the body of a girl..

@Hazely Well they are wierd not you BUT if you were wierd we would be wierd together

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I am weird. and people still say I'm a fucking girl.. people say I'm pretending to be a boy..

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 and I'm sick and fucking tired of it!😭

@Hazely Well in wierd with you

@Hazely Im not in

what?

@Hazely We are wierd together is what I ment im not good with words😭

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 thanks..

@Hazely That was very half hearted I can tell but im not giving up you will find someone who likes you for you

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I hope so..

@Hazely Nope I know so they will love you no matter what

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 it's hard to believe there is actually someone like that in the world..

@Hazely Believe it cause I said so

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 okay..

@Hazely They may be somewhere crazy but you will meet them

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I better

@Hazely you will

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 they better not be shorter than me

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 or just smaller in general

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 cause I need someone's big hoodies to steal

@Hazely Deal you can take mine i dont wear them alot haha

@Hazely Hello?

@Hazely You busy?

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 sorry, bday stuff

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 yes, I definitely will1

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 will*

@Hazely your good and take them but imma need them back♡

@Hazely But you can still take them

@Hazely Im bored

@Hazely Night love you

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 night, love uuuu🩵🩵

@Hazely morningg🩵

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 morningggg

@Hazely wyd

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I'm giving up! I'm not waiting for TWENTY SIX WEEKS for the entire dubbed season 8 of My Hero Academia to come out

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 I'm just gonna watch the subbed version with English subtitles

@Hazely lmaooo

@Hazely I had volleyball and my legs HURT im also in the weight room for gym😭

@Hazely Hi

@🩵Kaito-Kun🖤 hey

@Hazely Heyyy