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Mornin g

@🤪Em 🤪 Morninggggg how did you sleep

@🤪Em 🤪 You were gone way too longgggg

@🤪Em 🤪 Baby?

I slept well I was sooo tired plus I am gonna be away longer when I am at collage

@🤪Em 🤪 nooooo I may be away im getting baptized today and im glad you slept well

Noo I have cerfue now

@🤪Em 🤪 Nooo I love you baby

Love you too so at half nine is when I have to sleep

@🤪Em 🤪 noooo

What time do you think you will be back

@🤪Em 🤪 around like 12 maybe sooner

12 mid day or 12 at night

@🤪Em 🤪 mid day and wyd?

Nothing listening to music and singin waiting for dinner

Cos it is 2 pm here

@🤪Em 🤪 it's 8 am here

And I can smell the chicken that is in the oven

What really

@🤪Em 🤪 yea where do you love?

@🤪Em 🤪 live

Shit idk if we gonna be able to talk cos when I left yesterday it was 1 am

@🤪Em 🤪 well damn😭

I live in britain i am British

Sorry

@🤪Em 🤪 that explains it i live in Missouri

Where is that

@🤪Em 🤪 Usa

Shit wow so we are far away from each other

@🤪Em 🤪 Idc I love you

Yea can I say idk if me Silas are broken up yet we need to figure something out

@🤪Em 🤪 okie I will be waiting🙃

You sure

@🤪Em 🤪 forever

@🤪Em 🤪 I'm always sure

Awww that is so sweet and adorable 🥰

@🤪Em 🤪 ❤️‍🔥❤️❤️‍🔥❤️

@🤪Em 🤪 I get it with break ups if you need to talk about it im here🙃🙃

@🤪Em 🤪 Ik you won't say it back but I love you🙃

Thanks

Love you too as a friend for now

@🤪Em 🤪 Yea haha as a friend

@🤪Em 🤪 for now

Sorry if that hurt you

Yea

@🤪Em 🤪 it's fine I can deal with it

Idk what is wrong with him

@🤪Em 🤪 wdym?

I asked him if we could work out yk like when I can talk to him and shit to try make the relationship work and he said I am to blunt and

And straight forward for this

Like I get he is busy with yk the military but he could yk talk to his girlfriend that lives him and make my mind at ease

@🤪Em 🤪 Yea no ik ypu love him but im saying this as a friend break up with him...

But why

I do not wanna I feel bad cos it is right before his birthday

@🤪Em 🤪 He could talk to you and I hate seeing you sad

@🤪Em 🤪 He is bringing you down...

True but he is just busy with milatary stuff

@🤪Em 🤪 THINK ABOUT IT TOO BUSY TO TALK TO HIS FUCKING GIRLFRIEND TO TELL HER IM BUSY???

Yea but he will be stressed out and the people in charge may not let him talk to people for a while

He is not responding back anymore

@🤪Em 🤪 He could tell you that but he didn't so at this point just di what your gut is telling you

Idk what it telling me

Sorry you probs didn’t wanna talk to your crush about her boyfriend problems sorry

@🤪Em 🤪 i don't really care tbh n im just numb from my period soo

Forget everything I said

True

@🤪Em 🤪 please listen to me for once I swear im smart every one in a while

I just want him to reach out to me first

lol 😂 I will hear him out but I will brake up with him ok well maybe

@🤪Em 🤪 He eont if he stopped responding I love you in don't wanna see you sad

Wait what he has found someone at the military and is shagging g them and that is why he is not talking to me

@🤪Em 🤪 Exactly see that's why I don't like boys😭

Naaaa I am crazy for thinking that he would never

@🤪Em 🤪 ehhhg

Or I don’t think he would

We promised no cheating

@🤪Em 🤪 promises can bre

@🤪Em 🤪 break

Yeaa but

@🤪Em 🤪 no buts

Ok 👌 sorry 😢

@🤪Em 🤪 don't cry

😭

@🤪Em 🤪 Baby please dont cry im sorry i love you

I am not crying over him I am crying because the song that my best friend it was her favourite song

@🤪Em 🤪 I'm sorry

@🤪Em 🤪 ily

It is not your fault

Ily 🫶

@🤪Em 🤪 *Smiles and hugs her*

* cry’s in her arms singing her song*

@🤪Em 🤪 *I sit on the couch continuing to hold her*

Whyyyyyy she did not deserve to die

@🤪Em 🤪 *I make her look at me* She is in a better place trust me *I kiss her forehead*

But she was fine she was heathy

@🤪Em 🤪 *I kiss her on the lips* Don't worry she was suffering inside

No she was not she was shot by a rondom guy for no reason

@🤪Em 🤪 Don't worry she is happy where she is *I kiss her on the lips again*

Right in front of me

@🤪Em 🤪 I'm sorry that happened to you*I hug her tighter not wanting to let go*

I hate everything it was my fault she died I could have saved her

@🤪Em 🤪 don't blame yourself *I turn on a movie and snuggle her*

I am gonna go get a drink 🥃 I need one

@🤪Em 🤪 *Let's her get up* Grab me one too?

Ok 👌

@🤪Em 🤪 *She comes back with a big bottle of whiskey and I smile*

Sorry I was eating

@🤪Em 🤪 i just got baptized

Congrats 🙌

@🤪Em 🤪 thanks haha

No problem 😉

@🤪Em 🤪 Love you

Love you too

@🤪Em 🤪 wyd

Watching TikTok’s on my laptop and talkin to people

@🤪Em 🤪 *Sits by her* Okay

Umm also

I was walking my dog

@🤪Em 🤪 Nice

Yeaaa

@🤪Em 🤪 *Smiles and watches her phone with her*

Not when she has fucking skrached my neck and it looks like I have been doing yk

And I am kinda drunk 🥴

@🤪Em 🤪 ohh lmao

T looks like some girl while yk shagging scratched my neck

@🤪Em 🤪 what do you think about me btw

In what way

@🤪Em 🤪 Any way just how do you see me

You are nice kind person pretty 😍 and someone who I want to keep in my life in some way shape and form

@🤪Em 🤪 What would happen if you never saw me again or ttm again

Cry 😢 and probs leave the app tbh

What do you think of me

@🤪Em 🤪 Your a sweet funny kind person who i love and want to keep and have forever

Awww that is so cute 🥰

@🤪Em 🤪 *Smiles at her and grabs a hoodie and puts it on* I love you *I sit back down looking her in the eyes and smile and lean in*

Love you too

I gtg

@🤪Em 🤪 bye baby love you

Heyy

@🤪Em 🤪 Heyyyy

@🤪Em 🤪 How are you

I am very very anxious about tomorrow and you

@🤪Em 🤪 good i missed you

I missed you too

@🤪Em 🤪 wyd

Listening to music And figuring my bus route out for tomorrow

Wyd

@🤪Em 🤪 Texting my beautiful best friend and watching yt

Who is that her or his name

@🤪Em 🤪 Lilly

Me?

@🤪Em 🤪 Mmm yes

@🤪Em 🤪 yes you

Awww that is so cute

@🤪Em 🤪 Haha

I am so stressed I am gonna be looking hot at for my first day of college tho while looking smart

Af not at

@🤪Em 🤪 Post a pic soon i wanna see

Yeaaa I will definitely I will explain my fit if you want

@🤪Em 🤪 deal

So it is a cute black pencil skirt with a blouse that is black with perls on and a collar and tights I tried the top and skirt on yesterday and oof my ex boyfriend that is at the same collage is gonna

Be mad he let me go

@🤪Em 🤪 Your mine now deal

Ooooof wow 😮

I need time to think I just broke up with Silas ok I am sorry

@🤪Em 🤪 ok

It is not that I am not into you it is just I need to greave the relationship

You get me

@🤪Em 🤪 Yea haha i get it

Good 👍

@🤪Em 🤪 Yea haha

And I wanna get settled into collage

@🤪Em 🤪 tell me how that goes okay

I will

When do yo go back to school

@🤪Em 🤪 I'm in school i started on the 19

Oh shit lol

Well how is it going

@🤪Em 🤪 I have gym with my ex

@🤪Em 🤪 nit that good

@🤪Em 🤪 not

Yea you told me

Fuck what he thinks about you

Your amazing and beautiful fuck what everyone else thinks

@🤪Em 🤪 thanks haha

No problem

@🤪Em 🤪 im gonna post some things his bestfriend said about me

I am tell you from experience I was like that thinking and wanting everyone to like me but I never got told that it is impossible for everyone to like me I had to find that out

Ok

So trust me now I am a lot happier cos I now do not give two shits what people think of me

@🤪Em 🤪 Ihate him sm idk why i responde

Just don’t act like he doesn’t exist

@🤪Em 🤪 I cant Someone who looks like him shares a locker with me

Oh shit

Look at my bio please

@🤪Em 🤪 Your good and I'm editing the name out of the post

Oh ok

@🤪Em 🤪 I mean im not gonna

Oh ok

@🤪Em 🤪 Whats wrong?

What do you mean

@🤪Em 🤪 Yall can know who it is

Oh ok lol

Is it posted

@🤪Em 🤪 About to post it