Who is that?

@Silas/Jax{afk} TX2

Oh ok

@Silas/Jax{afk} yeah

lol 😂

I am scared of fucking it up with Silas by being to much

What should I do

@Silas/Jax{afk} Silas could care less what goes on as long as he isn't being used

I would never use anyone ever I have been used multiple times and people atempting to use me for sex

I just really like him and do not wanna fuck things up cos most of the time I fuck shit up of I do not say what is bugging me

@Silas/Jax{afk} he usually gets used by his friends to get stuff, he's always been a Punching bag for then

What assholes

They would go jump of a fucking cliff

I hate people like that

Sorry that was a little harsh

Na fuck them

@Silas/Jax{afk} lol

lol

I get how it feels to be the punching bag I am that most of the time

@Silas/Jax{afk} yeah

Yes

If you can’t tell I am very protective

@Silas/Jax{afk} I can tell lol

Oh you Cought me 🙌

@Silas/Jax{afk} lol

lol

Would he be mad if u woke him up again before I go to bed? So I can talk to him for like 5-10 minutes?

?

@Silas/Jax{afk} i dunno

Cos I have to go to bed in a hour

Idk eairher

@Silas/Jax{afk} he's prolly only gonna stay up for a few minutes

Yes like 5 mins Before I have to go can you wake him up?

@Silas/Jax{afk} if you can remind me in 5 minutes

Ok ok I will so

Do not so

What are your hobbies

@Silas/Jax{afk} I play video games and bowl

Cool

Yo can you wake him up please 🙏

? If not it is ok too

You there

@Silas/Jax{afk} hm?

Can you wake Silas up cos I gtg soon

It is ok if not

@Silas/Jax{afk} I am up

Oh ok Heyy babe

Oh sorry I forget I am not calling you babe

@Silas/Jax{afk} 🫥

What

Hey check out

Please

You there Silas

@Silas/Jax{afk} yeah

I love you and I do not wanna fuck this up

@Silas/Jax{afk} I know

And I get if you don’t trust me fully but I hope you will one day

@Silas/Jax{afk} mhm

What do you mean mhm?

I wanna know what I need to do to make you trust me

@Silas/Jax{afk} I dunno

This is hard for me

And you I get that but we need to talk about life and what we want from each other

@Silas/Jax{afk} I'm sorry about that but I don't know what you can do

Ok idk what to do I just wish you would or could tell me but you don’t know either and do not be sorry

Do you even like me??

Sorry I get really insecure cos I am ugly af compèred to you

You can not even say yes or no

Sorry

I am just to much for you arnt I

Reply please

Are you even there

@Silas/Jax{afk} I zoned out

Oh ok do you actually like me or did you just get with me cos I like you

@Silas/Jax{afk} I warned you that I might be distant at times, I told you I was bi polar, that's not my fault. I don't know what else I could

@Silas/Jax{afk} possibly tell you to make you understand that

I am so sorry I get really insecure for no reason

Sorry I hate myself

I fuck everything up now I have fucked this up

@Silas/Jax{afk} no you didn't

I feel I did I do it all the time anytime I start to fall in love with someone

@Silas/Jax{afk} I'm just a dick anyway, all I do is fucking hurt people and it's not even on purpose

Sorry Silas

No your not a dick do not say that

@Silas/Jax{afk} It's fine

@Silas/Jax{afk} I know I am

It is not you it is me I am the problem I am always the problem this is probs why my mum and dad left me

You are not

@Silas/Jax{afk} I am though

Your not I am a fucking stupid bitch who can not even make her mum and dad proud

So they left me instea d

Ok so you need to shut up saying your a dick your not

Ok

I am a failure

Not you your the best thing that has happened to me in like what feel like forever

You there

You there babe

Spare you spaced out again

Are you spaced out again

I love you I just want to be with you forever

I am so sorry

I completely understand if you don’t want to be with me after this

@Silas/Jax{afk} it's fine

I bet it if you don’t wanna be with me now

I know I am fucked up but I can not afford therapy

Not it Is not ok

Cos I can hardly keep a roof over mine and my brothers head

You there

@Silas/Jax{afk} partially

Partially to what

What to regretting getting with me

I get that I would feel the same way

I am sorry I will leave you alone

You do not need me

@Silas/Jax{afk} you do you, I never fucking typed that

Why did I ever think that it would work out as always I end up scearing them off or stressing them out

@Silas/Jax{afk} your not the reason I'm stressed

Yes but still I just need you

@Silas/Jax{afk} I'm not fucking scared

@Silas/Jax{afk} you have me

Ok good please never leave me?

Yessss I know but for some reason when I have them I end up getting upset for some reason and get really scared or them leaving me like my mum and dad did

Love you

I just do not wanna lose you

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

I love you so much

I am so so sorry for all of this

Love you sorry