idk lol also im coming out to my parents for the first day of pride month!!! im scared lol oh and im doing colorguard and marching band next

year so im going to a mini camp thing for like 4 hours later today- im so excited!! apparently we will get practice flags to take home too!!

where everyone go btw :( ness do you have recolor? ive been on the last few days for the first time in forever- anyways. <33 5/31/22

god why wont everybody come back maybe im too attached but i miss everyone. our family. i thought we could all meet up one day. i thought

we had kind of a bond. but ig i shouldn't put that much faith in people on the internet- oh well. too late for that. fuck- eh ill delete

this later. god im fucking pathetic- if im deleting this why am i bothering to write it anyways? whatever. i just miss vi and finn and lime

and cam and ness and mel and rae and carter and gray and everyone so much. idek why. but god fucking dammit, i bared my soul on this app, to

all these people. i feel like we shouldve had a bond together. one that wasnt so fragile. goddamnit, i just wish i could hear vi's voice aga

in, and just to talk to all of you guys. i really thought that we could meet up one day. i thought we all would be friends and keep in touch

for years. idk i guess that was selfish of me. but i still would love that. because i really do love you guys. all of you. i don't know why

we had such a close bond, but for some reason i really really did love us. all of you. our fucking family, thats what i thought it was, i

beleived it too. we went through so so so much together. so many things. roman. mel almost burning herself alive. ellas homophobic ass. all

of this stuff. ig i thought we were more important. but ig not. ig im too trusting. yk, when roman- left- that really fucking messed me up.

even tho i barely knew them. it fucked me up like you wouldn't beleive. it shocked me that someone that i knew, (aka talked to maybe twice)

could or would do smth like that. fuck why am i bothering w this? ill just delete it later. what fucking ever. im just kinda done, yk?

@✖✧˚ · .{͟•͟A͟l͟m͟o͟n͟d͟•͟}͟✧˚ · .✖ Good luck with coming out to your parents ❤ I hope they support you

@I failed you. I mean I miss y’all too. But I was a child, Aster. A FUCKING CHILD. NOT TO SAY WE WEREN’T ALL CHILDREN, BUT I WAS THE YOUNGEST HERE. I’ve been traumatized ever since, alright? I love you, and I love

@I failed you. everyone else on here like my family. But god fucking damnit, sometimes I wish I never met you guys. I love you so much, but I was eleven. I had a few more months if not years of just being a carefree

@I failed you. kid and doing whatever the hell I wanted without being fucking traumatized. I’ve been to a psychiatric facility because of this shit. I love you but I’ve been traumatized by this app, but that doesn’t

@I failed you. change that everyone on here is like a family to me.

@✎ʀɛաʀɨȶɛ ʏօʊʀ ʟɨʄɛ✎ omg- cam- fuck- im sorry i was supposed to delete that- god im so so so sorry camera- i had no idea- god- i never thought-

@✎ʀɛաʀɨȶɛ ʏօʊʀ ʟɨʄɛ✎ dammit. im sorry. fuck- i shouldve known that all that trauma was going to happen. i should've fucking warned you guys. we

@✎ʀɛաʀɨȶɛ ʏօʊʀ ʟɨʄɛ✎ shouldve just left before any of that shit happened. god dammit cam- i cant believe myself. i shouldve done smth more. i knew

@✎ʀɛաʀɨȶɛ ʏօʊʀ ʟɨʄɛ✎ how old you were and i should've protected you- what the fuck was i thinking? jesus- but honestly, sometimes i wish that too.

@✎ʀɛաʀɨȶɛ ʏօʊʀ ʟɨʄɛ✎ i would be so much better if none of this happened. i wouldn't be depressed and shit or whatever. so ik the feeling. but this

@✎ʀɛաʀɨȶɛ ʏօʊʀ ʟɨʄɛ✎ app is a part if our life now- its a part of the person ive become. and part of me isnt sorry that i ever downloaded it. bc if

@✎ʀɛաʀɨȶɛ ʏօʊʀ ʟɨʄɛ✎ i hadnt, i would'nt've met you. i wouldnt be the person i am now. im glad ik you cam, and that you are part of my family.

i love you cam cam. and im sorry that all this happened. <3

@I failed you. aster i don’t deserve you I can’ type I’m sobbing I’m so sorry t

@✎ʀɛաʀɨȶɛ ʏօʊʀ ʟɨʄɛ✎ cam its ok, its ok. here- have a hug :) ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

@🍋Limey🍋 I' so sorry.. i.. i didn't know you were so young.. I should've tried more, I was one of the older ones and..well I'm sorry. I know it doesn't fix anything, but if I could redo it, I would've tried to

Protect you more, all of you. If you ever need to talk, please, you have my number, reach out, and I'll do the same. It traumatized all of us, but you were 11... I wish I could go back, but we can't.

We can't change what happened, or how we cope. But I'm always here. And I'll try to help. I know you probably don't want my help, but I'm here for you, and I love you

@I failed you. ily too, thank you,, and i know none of us could have done anything but honestly thank u for being there for me, ilysm limey

Hey guys ii