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  • hey ivy so i got a new gf today she was my crush and we did a pocky challenge in mha cosplay and i filmed it its on YouTube so i wanted you

  • to see it

  • its called tododeku pocky challenge (BNHA) and my YouTube name is shady cosplay and so yeah enjoy it

  • omg im so nervous if you watch it but tell me what you think of it

  • @ivy Oki I will later tommorow ok? I just got over visions and my head isn't straight I'm mentally drained

  • @Random_girl lm so sorry ivy get well

  • @ivy no it's ok Im Oki now I had suicide visions yesterday they mentally drained me but I'm a bit better now

  • @Random_girl was it about you committing suicide or was it me or heather

  • @ivy me .....

  • @ivy whenever I has visions I'm the one who dies

  • @Random_girl thats bad ivy is something going on at home

  • @Random_girl i had the same vision 14 times and thats my number of suicide attemps. wait how are you doing it like are you hanging urself in it

  • @ivy it depends my visions aren't always the same but I always die in them this time I was in a dark room with a chair no window a

  • @ivy hanging rope a gun and myself .......I shot myself in the head then hung myself to finish myself off

  • @Random_girl oh man.....

  • @Random_girl Ivy i have to tell you something.....

  • @Random_girl i did that last night and i didn't want to scare you so i did it without you knowing

  • @Random_girl unfortunately for me im still alive but im in the hospital

  • @Random_girl im sorry ivy....πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’”

  • @ivy plz don't .....πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜ž

  • @ivy I want u living

  • @Random_girl i already did ivy

  • @ivy ik ......but ..... nevermind.....I'm sorry

  • @Random_girl dont be sorry its just a bullet lodged in my brain and another rope bruise

  • @Random_girl wait what state u live in?

  • @ivy iowa

  • @Random_girl damn

  • @ivy ....?

  • @Random_girl luckily thats where i have to be in two weeks if you want to meet up

  • @Random_girl πŸ˜ƒ

  • @ivy I can't.....I'm sorry

  • @Random_girl oof

  • @clay ivy wont answer me I'm freaking out, I might just be overreacting but she randomly told me she loves me as a bsf an wont answer.

  • @Random_girl ol i can try to talk to her calm down listen she has been having visions of her dieing of suicide so i can try and talk to her