cute
@ivy thx cutie 🥰
@😁😁 np
@ivy 😔😔
@ivy I'm slipping. ...
@ivy where u go. ...?🥺😔 I miss u......
@ivy 😢
@😁😁 im so sorry my mom had me do sum and then I had to shower
@ivy *stares at floor*
@😁😁 *wraps my arms around u and holds onto u*
@ivy *kisses u deeply *
@😁😁 *kisses bk*
@ivy *I really wanttt uuuu ....kisses u again and teases u *
@😁😁 *kisses bk again and climbs ontop of u still kissing u*
@ivy *kisses u harder and then pulls u closer to me *
@😁😁 *kisses harder bk*
@ivy * takes off shirt and gets on top of u and kisses with tounge then kisses ur neck *
also I'm keeping pinterest more messages more clean just in case my parents were to find out lol 😂 loves u
@😁😁 *kisses bk* oki love u too
@ivy *pins u and kisses u deeply then softly *
@😁😁 *kisses bk and pulls u closer and puts my hands on ur waist*
@ivy *puts arms around ur neck and kisses over and over *
@😁😁 *kisses bk* I love u so much
@ivy *mmmm I love u too ...tackles u to the bed and kisses again *
@😁😁 I love u more *kisses bk again*
@ivy *kisses again deeply*
@😁😁 *kisses bk deeply and plays with ur hair*
@ivy * teases u *
@😁😁 heyyy
@ivy *fineee.....kisses u deeply and then kisses ur neck ...haha is that better *
@😁😁 yesh 😍 thank u
@ivy *kisses again *
@ivy gahh I don't wanna stoo
@ivy *stop
@😁😁 me either *kisses bk*
@ivy *gets on top of u and kisses u and doesn't stop*
@😁😁 *keeps kissing bk and pulls u into me*
@ivy *lays on top of u and cuddles close I loves u so muchhhhh*
@😁😁 *cuddles bk* I love u so much too
@ivy sameeeeeeeeeeeeeee
@😁😁 lol
@ivy *wakes up tiredly . morning......*
@😁😁 goodmorning 😁 how'd u sleep
@ivy not that well I didn't fall asleep till 1:30 but then I didn't wake up till 10 this morning * cuddles up close and puts head
@ivy on ur chest *
@😁😁 *cuddles bk* im sorry
@ivy it's ok *brings ur hands up closer to me and holds them *
@😁😁 awe
@ivy *kisses *
@😁😁 *kisses bk and holds onto u* I love u
@ivy * love u more kisses again*
@😁😁 *kisses bk again* no I love u more
@ivy *wraps arms around ur neck and hugs tight *
@😁😁 *wraps my arms around ur waist and hugs bk*
@ivy *closes eyes *
@😁😁 *kisses ur forehead*
@ivy *wraps my legs around u and hugs tight*
@😁😁 *hugs bk and kisses ur neck*
@ivy *kisses back*
@😁😁 hehe
@ivy * u like that ? 😝☺️*
@😁😁 yesh
@ivy *kisses neck*
@😁😁 @///@
@ivy *hides face in ur arms and lays down ...*
@😁😁 *plays with ur hair and kisses the top of ur head*
@ivy *I don't feel good mentally .....🥺*
@ivy *sits in ur lap facing u and puts head in between ur shoulder and neck *...
@😁😁 *holds onto u* ok im here
@ivy *...... hides face...*
@😁😁 *runs my fingers through ur hair*
@ivy *I'm sorry ...😔 Im a mess*
@😁😁 no ur struggling. and im here for u
@ivy *tears up *
@😁😁 whats wrong
@ivy *...I ...I can't take it anymore...*
@😁😁 hey hey *kisses ur forehead and hugs u tight* u can do it ur strong
@ivy *stares at the floor ....I'm failing everyone ....even more so myself*
@😁😁 ur not failing anyone
@ivy * curls up in a ball*
@😁😁 *wraps my arms around u*
@ivy *kisses....I love you so much*
@😁😁 *kisses bk* I love u so much too
@ivy * can u hold me ....?...🥺*
@😁😁 ofc *picks u up and holds u in my arms*
@ivy *wraps legs and arms around u rests head in between ur shoulder and neck and closes eyes ...I loves u so damn much u mean everything*
@😁😁 u mean everything too
@ivy *hugs tight*
@😁😁 *hugs tight bk*
@ivy I wanna be with u forever 🥺🥰
@😁😁 i wanna be wif u forever too
@ivy *kisses deeply*
@ivy * hugs tight and doesn't wanna let go.......I'm so glad u is ok *
@😁😁 *kisses bk deeply* me too
@ivy the nashville bombing thing made it all the way to the news here ....I'm glad u still here ...I love u so much
@ivy u mean everything to me and I don't want to lose u ....I want u and me to be together forever ....I love u soo much 🥺
@😁😁 i love u so much too and we will be together forever
@ivy *kisses and smiles *
@ivy *then tackles u onto the bed *
@😁😁 lol ur in a good mood again!*picks u up and spins u and sets u back on bed*
@ivy ..I'm sorry I slipped and now in in tears and can't stop crying .....I hate myself and I hate this year I want everything to end
@ivy including my life ........I can't do it anymore
@ivy the images are coming back again .......I want a knife .......idk what to do....I just slit my throat in the vision. .....I'm sorry ..
@ivy I'm suicidal rn ....
@😁😁 no no
@😁😁 u have to stay ivy. ur beautiful and amazing and silly and I cant live without u
@😁😁 ur fucking perfect and omg I cant put ur personality into words from how great it is
@ivy omg ur so sweet I'm gonna cry ...* hugs tight I'll stay but gimme a min before I reply I has to finish spending time with my nana
@ivy I'll talk to u soon about stuff ....I love u.
@😁😁 i love u too
@ivy I'm back ....
@😁😁 yay
@ivy I'm really sorry ...I'm just really mentally drained rn
@ivy *wakes up tiredly then goes back to sleep in ur arms *
@😁😁 *kisses ur forehead and whispers goodmorning*
@ivy * wakes up rolls over and hides face in ur arms. .. .me tired. .... *
@😁😁 im sorry
@ivy *it's ok....wraps ur arms around me and cuddles close ....I love u *
@😁😁 *squeezes u a little* I love u too
@ivy *kisses forehead....me sorry for being so tired *
@😁😁 its ok. its not ur fault
@ivy * kisses *
@ivy if I don't reply I'm working on my hooping tricks and routines
@😁😁 oki sorry I've been babysitting *kisses bk*
@ivy it's ok *kisses back * I babysit too lol 😝loves u
@😁😁 lol love u more
@ivy *tackles u and kisses u ...nuuuu we loves each other the same and more than the world which makes it special*
@😁😁 *kisses bk* yes *hugs u tight* (ps baking with a 5 yo is not a good idea. especially when u have the mind of a 5 yo)
@ivy omfg 🤣🤣 yesss... I babysit 3 kids at once ( siblings) a 2 yr old a 6 yr old and an 8 yr old 🤣 I love my job tho babysitting is easy
@ivy for me cause it comes naturally cause I'm really good with kids 😂
@😁😁 finally someone who understands. I had an ex that said "why would u hang out with a bunch of kids instead of me" I bumped him for that
@😁😁 bc he knew how much children meant to me
@ivy my mom can't have anymore kids and I've always died to have a lil sister so for me babysitting gives me that the kids I babysit are
@ivy like siblings .....I love them so much it's the once chance I've had to have siblings in a way...I love little kids that's why I wanna
@ivy be a elementary school teacher when I'm older and ye I wanna adopt a kid maybe 2 when I'm older and have a stable life going
@😁😁 aweeeee
@😁😁 i didn't think it was possible for me to love u any more but u just made me fall for u harder😍
@ivy awee 🥰 why's that ?
@😁😁 ur just so perfect and u love kids can u get any better!
@ivy idk lol 😂 if we live together eventually can we get a dog.?
@😁😁 ofc. we can get as many animals as u like
@ivy yay I love animals 😂😊.... u like cooking ?
@😁😁 hell yea I do. I've been learning to cook since I was 3
@ivy yayayayyyyyyyy. 😂😝 if we live together we can cook together and dance like idiots in the kitchen and I can bake stuff lol I love
@ivy baking too lol I make really good blueberry muffins 😂
@😁😁 awee
@ivy u like rollerskating?
@😁😁 yea I have loved it my entire life
@ivy sameeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
@😁😁 we're gunna be the best couple evers UwU
@ivy aweeeeeeeeee
@ivy I miss u..
@😁😁 i miss u too
@ivy my nana is so sweet lol 😂 she isn't homophobic like my parents are and I was watching a movie with a lesbian couple and she looked at
@ivy me and was like " u could come out to me if u was gay ya know some parents just don't understand .." and my face turned red and I
@ivy continued watching my movie and didn't say anything ....I can't come out to her cause of my parents but I was like ...aww
@ivy I can't wait till I'm out of my parents house and then I can be myself
@ivy yeh she was mad at the characters mom too for kicking her out and was like .." how could u do that ..." and I just sat there like ...
@ivy "......."
@😁😁 oofys
@ivy *hugs tight ....so how was ur day cutie ?*
@😁😁 it was ok. wbu beautiful
@ivy it was better😊 I cant tell u how much I love it when u call me beautiful ...it makes me smile .....my gf now which I wish she wasn't
@ivy calls me hotty and I hate it .... I can't wait to be back with u ...u let me be myself and are an amazing person ....I love u more
@ivy than u can imagine
@😁😁 aweeee🥺ur so freaking adorable!!!!
@ivy ....I'm having an anxiety attack and I can't breathe ....my ribs hurt ......
@😁😁 im sorry. how can I help?
@ivy idk I just need to calm down before it gets worse
@ivy I don't wanna pass out
@😁😁 *rubs ur back* im here
@ivy *I can't breathe.... my gf is causing me severe anxiety rn *
@😁😁 whatd she do?
@ivy she keeps on spamming me and saying I love u but I can't say it back cause then id be lying and I can't lie .......so I just say u too
@ivy and she won't take it as a response and keeps on saying I love u and it's making my anxiety worse cause idk what to do I am on the
@ivy edge of almost throwing up cause I'm so anxious
@😁😁 hey itll be ok. im so sorry
@ivy it's ok .....I need a break from her she causes me severe anxiety
@😁😁 yeah I understand
@ivy *cuddles close*
@😁😁 *cuddles bk*
@ivy *curls up in a ball and tears up*
@ivy * .....Idk I i...idk.....tries to dry my tears*
@😁😁 *whipes ur tears and hold u in my arms*
@ivy *I don't wanna be here anymore .....😭*
@ivy *I can't take it anymore ...😭*
@😁😁 u got this ok im here to help u through it
@ivy * curls up in a ball lays down and puts head in ur lap*
@ivy I don't feel good. ....
@😁😁 *kisses ur head* im sorry beautiful *plays with ur hair * anything I can do to help?
@ivy * idk I just need u rn ......I'm sorry for being clingy ...it makes me feel like a terrible person and idk how the fuck to break up
@ivy with my gf cause yesterday I panicked so much I almost threw up *
@😁😁 hey u have no reason to be sorry and im sorry
@ivy why u sorry ?
@😁😁 bc of u panicking and stuff but when u get back in pintrist I sent u some things to make u happy
@ivy I'll check it in a sec .....ur so sweet tho ....I love how u are with me and how ur like just perfect 😊 I can't put it into words
@ivy that ring thing u sent made me smile I hope I'm with u forever. ....I swear we are soulmates ....
@😁😁 yes *picks u up and kisses u*
@ivy *kisses back * .....my gf made me feel even worse this morning ...🤦♀️
@😁😁 im sorry. whatd she do
@ivy she sent me a how long since nov.13 time clock thing and it made me feel shitty cause that's the day her and I got together ....but I
@ivy want u not her. ....ur the one who makes me happy and understands me and helps me ....she just stresses me out more ....
@ivy it ok
@😁😁 *holds u in my arms*
@ivy nuuuuu damittttttt my gf keeps messaging me ...* hides face in ur arms *
@😁😁 *holds onto u* im sorry
@ivy *I want her to leave me alone *
@😁😁 ik
@ivy I think I have to do it today I can't take it anymore I wish I could lie but I can't do it cause I feel bad if I lie
@😁😁 ok. im here for u the entire time
@ivy Oki it won't be for another hour tho cause my friend has to get back home first
@😁😁 oki
@ivy 😭😭😭😭
@😁😁 hey whats wrong *whipes ur tears*
@ivy my gf
@😁😁 what happened
@ivy she's self pittying and she is being so selfish I'm crying and idk what to do
@ivy she's making it all about her
@😁😁 im sorry*hugs u* u wanna talk about it
@ivy ....maybe later...I'm sorry ...
@😁😁 u have no reason to be sorry
@ivy I said no cool for now cause my gf / ig now ex says that all the time when shes pissed at me
@ivy it's ok
@ivy love u
@😁😁 love u too
@ivy *love u more .....looks down at the floor .... *
@😁😁 i love u more *lifts ur face and kisses u softly* u ok?
@ivy * meh today was rough and I wish u could kiss me and hold me at midnight *
@😁😁 me too
@ivy *looks at u In the eyes ....hey I has a question *
@😁😁 yes?
@ivy *ummmm......can I be ur gf stating tommorow .....a new start to 2021 ... ?*
@ivy *starting*
@😁😁 hell yea! *picks u up and spins u*
@ivy * kisses ... yay! *
@ivy I might need some time to get my mental health better but I think I'm ready to be with u and I don't know a better time then
@ivy 2021 to ask u if we can be together
@😁😁 aweee
@ivy hey .....does this mean u can pick me up and kiss me at 12 for us getting back together ?*
@😁😁 yea
@ivy I can't breathe what If I'm dying idk idk idk idk idk idk
@😁😁 ur not dying ok u can't die
@ivy I'm going to hell ....
@ivy 😭 even if I'm a good person I still go to hell
@😁😁 maybe hells not even real and u wouldn't go to hell ur perfect. why do u think ud go to hell
@ivy gay people go to hell .....😭 ....I'm gonna burn....burn .....I hope you'll hold my hand when I burn to make it less painful...
@😁😁 ill be there for u and yk what screw that hell can suck my ass
@ivy I can't sleep if I sleep they will kill me and I'll go to hell
@ivy I'll be stabbed and cut and tied up and burned blisters everywhere
@😁😁 hey. were is all of this coming from... ur an amazing person and ur perfect. I love you and so many other people love you
@ivy hey...last night was scary I didn't fall asleep till 2 and I had this like idk how to explain it
@ivy it was like something was possessing me and I got visions of hell and I could see everything ....I had no control my eyes were going
@ivy psycho too and I cried for like an hour and a half straight with visions of hell .....
@ivy my head and the assistants kept telling me if I sleep I die and suffer in hell ......I can't believe my eyes aren't completely blood
@ivy shot and I can't believe I'm still here
@ivy I'm still really off and disorientated from last night with all of that ...so if I'm really tired this morning or off plz don't be
@ivy upset with me .....my head isn't in the right place rn
@😁😁 im not upset with u. I was just worried about u bc I love you and I'm gunna be there for u forever
@ivy ik that I just I'm still out of it today idk what the hell happened last night but it was like I was possessed .....
@😁😁 yeah.. im sorry I couldn't stay up with u
@ivy u wouldn't have prolly wanted to ....the only thing that could physically come out of my mouth was stuff about me burning in hell and
@ivy suffering in the process of crying my eyes out for an hour and a half straight while basically going physco
@😁😁 im so sorry
@ivy it's ok its not ur fault ..... everything went physco .......my eyes were crazy too they wouldn't stop moving I could barely see
@ivy straight
@ivy it's ok it's not ur fault idk what happened
@😁😁 ik still. u don't deserve to go through that
@ivy I was happy and then I saw dani's messaged and it triggered a panic attack for some reason and then I started having visions
@ivy it's ok I'm a sensitive person sometimes ...
@😁😁 and its adorable. and u had every right to be upset she was a bitch
@ivy I blew up at her tho ........ I didn't want u to hate me for saying that ...I honestly try to be a nice person ....
@😁😁 u are a nice person. some people push nice people over the edge
@😝bruh_girl😝 ivy idk if heather is ok she isn't responding to me and i think she going to commit suicide because i almost died in a tornado
@ivy we talked today it's ok
@😝bruh_girl😝 ok thank goodness and thanks
@ivy ye np
@😝bruh_girl😝 yeah im pretty beat up so i should get ready for my blood transfusion today and an ultrasound for progress on my babys
@😝bruh_girl😝 bye ivy
@ivy ?
@😝bruh_girl😝 oh there was a tornado and i was caught in it and im also pregnant with triplets at 15
@ivy damn
im under a tornado watch rn cause im traveling in it cause i got my permit so im in Georgia and im going yo new Orleans for a week
@ivy oh ok
cute
@ivy thx cutie 🥰
@😁😁 np
@ivy 😔😔
@ivy I'm slipping. ...
@ivy where u go. ...?🥺😔 I miss u......
@ivy 😢
@😁😁 im so sorry my mom had me do sum and then I had to shower
@ivy *stares at floor*
@😁😁 *wraps my arms around u and holds onto u*
@ivy *kisses u deeply *
@😁😁 *kisses bk*
@ivy *I really wanttt uuuu ....kisses u again and teases u *
@😁😁 *kisses bk again and climbs ontop of u still kissing u*
@ivy *kisses u harder and then pulls u closer to me *
@😁😁 *kisses harder bk*
@ivy * takes off shirt and gets on top of u and kisses with tounge then kisses ur neck *
also I'm keeping pinterest more messages more clean just in case my parents were to find out lol 😂 loves u
@😁😁 *kisses bk* oki love u too
@ivy *pins u and kisses u deeply then softly *
@😁😁 *kisses bk and pulls u closer and puts my hands on ur waist*
@ivy *puts arms around ur neck and kisses over and over *
@😁😁 *kisses bk* I love u so much
@ivy *mmmm I love u too ...tackles u to the bed and kisses again *
@😁😁 I love u more *kisses bk again*
@ivy *kisses again deeply*
@😁😁 *kisses bk deeply and plays with ur hair*
@ivy * teases u *
@😁😁 heyyy
@ivy *fineee.....kisses u deeply and then kisses ur neck ...haha is that better *
@😁😁 yesh 😍 thank u
@ivy *kisses again *
@ivy gahh I don't wanna stoo
@ivy *stop
@😁😁 me either *kisses bk*
@ivy *gets on top of u and kisses u and doesn't stop*
@😁😁 *keeps kissing bk and pulls u into me*
@ivy *lays on top of u and cuddles close I loves u so muchhhhh*
@😁😁 *cuddles bk* I love u so much too
@ivy sameeeeeeeeeeeeeee
@😁😁 lol
@ivy *wakes up tiredly . morning......*
@😁😁 goodmorning 😁 how'd u sleep
@ivy not that well I didn't fall asleep till 1:30 but then I didn't wake up till 10 this morning * cuddles up close and puts head
@ivy on ur chest *
@😁😁 *cuddles bk* im sorry
@ivy it's ok *brings ur hands up closer to me and holds them *
@😁😁 awe
@ivy *kisses *
@😁😁 *kisses bk and holds onto u* I love u
@ivy * love u more kisses again*
@😁😁 *kisses bk again* no I love u more
@ivy *wraps arms around ur neck and hugs tight *
@😁😁 *wraps my arms around ur waist and hugs bk*
@ivy *closes eyes *
@😁😁 *kisses ur forehead*
@ivy *wraps my legs around u and hugs tight*
@😁😁 *hugs bk and kisses ur neck*
@ivy *kisses back*
@😁😁 hehe
@ivy * u like that ? 😝☺️*
@😁😁 yesh
@ivy *kisses neck*
@😁😁 @///@
@ivy *hides face in ur arms and lays down ...*
@😁😁 *plays with ur hair and kisses the top of ur head*
@ivy *I don't feel good mentally .....🥺*
@ivy *sits in ur lap facing u and puts head in between ur shoulder and neck *...
@😁😁 *holds onto u* ok im here
@ivy *...... hides face...*
@😁😁 *runs my fingers through ur hair*
@ivy *I'm sorry ...😔 Im a mess*
@😁😁 no ur struggling. and im here for u
@ivy *tears up *
@😁😁 whats wrong
@ivy *...I ...I can't take it anymore...*
@😁😁 hey hey *kisses ur forehead and hugs u tight* u can do it ur strong
@ivy *stares at the floor ....I'm failing everyone ....even more so myself*
@😁😁 ur not failing anyone
@ivy * curls up in a ball*
@😁😁 *wraps my arms around u*
@ivy *kisses....I love you so much*
@😁😁 *kisses bk* I love u so much too
@ivy * can u hold me ....?...🥺*
@😁😁 ofc *picks u up and holds u in my arms*
@ivy *wraps legs and arms around u rests head in between ur shoulder and neck and closes eyes ...I loves u so damn much u mean everything*
@😁😁 u mean everything too
@ivy *hugs tight*
@😁😁 *hugs tight bk*
@ivy I wanna be with u forever 🥺🥰
@😁😁 i wanna be wif u forever too
@ivy *kisses deeply*
@ivy * hugs tight and doesn't wanna let go.......I'm so glad u is ok *
@😁😁 *kisses bk deeply* me too
@ivy the nashville bombing thing made it all the way to the news here ....I'm glad u still here ...I love u so much
@ivy u mean everything to me and I don't want to lose u ....I want u and me to be together forever ....I love u soo much 🥺
@😁😁 i love u so much too and we will be together forever
@ivy *kisses and smiles *
@ivy *then tackles u onto the bed *
@😁😁 lol ur in a good mood again!*picks u up and spins u and sets u back on bed*
@ivy ..I'm sorry I slipped and now in in tears and can't stop crying .....I hate myself and I hate this year I want everything to end
@ivy including my life ........I can't do it anymore
@ivy the images are coming back again .......I want a knife .......idk what to do....I just slit my throat in the vision. .....I'm sorry ..
@ivy I'm suicidal rn ....
@😁😁 no no
@😁😁 u have to stay ivy. ur beautiful and amazing and silly and I cant live without u
@😁😁 ur fucking perfect and omg I cant put ur personality into words from how great it is
@ivy omg ur so sweet I'm gonna cry ...* hugs tight I'll stay but gimme a min before I reply I has to finish spending time with my nana
@ivy I'll talk to u soon about stuff ....I love u.
@😁😁 i love u too
@ivy I'm back ....
@😁😁 yay
@ivy I'm really sorry ...I'm just really mentally drained rn
@ivy *wakes up tiredly then goes back to sleep in ur arms *
@😁😁 *kisses ur forehead and whispers goodmorning*
@ivy * wakes up rolls over and hides face in ur arms. .. .me tired. .... *
@😁😁 im sorry
@ivy *it's ok....wraps ur arms around me and cuddles close ....I love u *
@😁😁 *squeezes u a little* I love u too
@ivy *kisses forehead....me sorry for being so tired *
@😁😁 its ok. its not ur fault
@ivy * kisses *
@ivy if I don't reply I'm working on my hooping tricks and routines
@😁😁 oki sorry I've been babysitting *kisses bk*
@ivy it's ok *kisses back * I babysit too lol 😝loves u
@😁😁 lol love u more
@ivy *tackles u and kisses u ...nuuuu we loves each other the same and more than the world which makes it special*
@😁😁 *kisses bk* yes *hugs u tight* (ps baking with a 5 yo is not a good idea. especially when u have the mind of a 5 yo)
@ivy omfg 🤣🤣 yesss... I babysit 3 kids at once ( siblings) a 2 yr old a 6 yr old and an 8 yr old 🤣 I love my job tho babysitting is easy
@ivy for me cause it comes naturally cause I'm really good with kids 😂
@😁😁 finally someone who understands. I had an ex that said "why would u hang out with a bunch of kids instead of me" I bumped him for that
@😁😁 bc he knew how much children meant to me
@ivy my mom can't have anymore kids and I've always died to have a lil sister so for me babysitting gives me that the kids I babysit are
@ivy like siblings .....I love them so much it's the once chance I've had to have siblings in a way...I love little kids that's why I wanna
@ivy be a elementary school teacher when I'm older and ye I wanna adopt a kid maybe 2 when I'm older and have a stable life going
@😁😁 aweeeee
@😁😁 i didn't think it was possible for me to love u any more but u just made me fall for u harder😍
@ivy awee 🥰 why's that ?
@😁😁 ur just so perfect and u love kids can u get any better!
@ivy idk lol 😂 if we live together eventually can we get a dog.?
@😁😁 ofc. we can get as many animals as u like
@ivy yay I love animals 😂😊.... u like cooking ?
@😁😁 hell yea I do. I've been learning to cook since I was 3
@ivy yayayayyyyyyyy. 😂😝 if we live together we can cook together and dance like idiots in the kitchen and I can bake stuff lol I love
@ivy baking too lol I make really good blueberry muffins 😂
@😁😁 awee
@ivy u like rollerskating?
@😁😁 yea I have loved it my entire life
@ivy sameeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
@😁😁 lol
@😁😁 we're gunna be the best couple evers UwU
@ivy aweeeeeeeeee
@ivy I miss u..
@😁😁 i miss u too
@ivy my nana is so sweet lol 😂 she isn't homophobic like my parents are and I was watching a movie with a lesbian couple and she looked at
@ivy me and was like " u could come out to me if u was gay ya know some parents just don't understand .." and my face turned red and I
@ivy continued watching my movie and didn't say anything ....I can't come out to her cause of my parents but I was like ...aww
@ivy I can't wait till I'm out of my parents house and then I can be myself
@😁😁 aweeeee
@ivy yeh she was mad at the characters mom too for kicking her out and was like .." how could u do that ..." and I just sat there like ...
@ivy "......."
@😁😁 oofys
@ivy *hugs tight ....so how was ur day cutie ?*
@😁😁 it was ok. wbu beautiful
@ivy it was better😊 I cant tell u how much I love it when u call me beautiful ...it makes me smile .....my gf now which I wish she wasn't
@ivy calls me hotty and I hate it .... I can't wait to be back with u ...u let me be myself and are an amazing person ....I love u more
@ivy than u can imagine
@😁😁 aweeee🥺ur so freaking adorable!!!!
@ivy ....I'm having an anxiety attack and I can't breathe ....my ribs hurt ......
@😁😁 im sorry. how can I help?
@ivy idk I just need to calm down before it gets worse
@ivy I don't wanna pass out
@😁😁 *rubs ur back* im here
@ivy *I can't breathe.... my gf is causing me severe anxiety rn *
@😁😁 whatd she do?
@ivy she keeps on spamming me and saying I love u but I can't say it back cause then id be lying and I can't lie .......so I just say u too
@ivy and she won't take it as a response and keeps on saying I love u and it's making my anxiety worse cause idk what to do I am on the
@ivy edge of almost throwing up cause I'm so anxious
@😁😁 hey itll be ok. im so sorry
@ivy it's ok .....I need a break from her she causes me severe anxiety
@😁😁 yeah I understand
@ivy *cuddles close*
@😁😁 *cuddles bk*
@ivy *curls up in a ball and tears up*
@😁😁 whats wrong
@ivy * .....Idk I i...idk.....tries to dry my tears*
@😁😁 *whipes ur tears and hold u in my arms*
@ivy *I don't wanna be here anymore .....😭*
@ivy *I can't take it anymore ...😭*
@😁😁 u got this ok im here to help u through it
@ivy * curls up in a ball lays down and puts head in ur lap*
@ivy I don't feel good. ....
@😁😁 *kisses ur head* im sorry beautiful *plays with ur hair * anything I can do to help?
@ivy * idk I just need u rn ......I'm sorry for being clingy ...it makes me feel like a terrible person and idk how the fuck to break up
@ivy with my gf cause yesterday I panicked so much I almost threw up *
@😁😁 hey u have no reason to be sorry and im sorry
@ivy why u sorry ?
@😁😁 bc of u panicking and stuff but when u get back in pintrist I sent u some things to make u happy
@ivy I'll check it in a sec .....ur so sweet tho ....I love how u are with me and how ur like just perfect 😊 I can't put it into words
@😁😁 awe
@ivy that ring thing u sent made me smile I hope I'm with u forever. ....I swear we are soulmates ....
@😁😁 yes *picks u up and kisses u*
@ivy *kisses back * .....my gf made me feel even worse this morning ...🤦♀️
@😁😁 im sorry. whatd she do
@ivy she sent me a how long since nov.13 time clock thing and it made me feel shitty cause that's the day her and I got together ....but I
@ivy want u not her. ....ur the one who makes me happy and understands me and helps me ....she just stresses me out more ....
@😁😁 im sorry
@ivy it ok
@😁😁 *holds u in my arms*
@ivy nuuuuu damittttttt my gf keeps messaging me ...* hides face in ur arms *
@😁😁 *holds onto u* im sorry
@ivy *I want her to leave me alone *
@😁😁 ik
@ivy I think I have to do it today I can't take it anymore I wish I could lie but I can't do it cause I feel bad if I lie
@😁😁 ok. im here for u the entire time
@ivy Oki it won't be for another hour tho cause my friend has to get back home first
@😁😁 oki
@ivy 😭😭😭😭
@😁😁 hey whats wrong *whipes ur tears*
@ivy my gf
@😁😁 what happened
@ivy she's self pittying and she is being so selfish I'm crying and idk what to do
@ivy she's making it all about her
@😁😁 im sorry*hugs u* u wanna talk about it
@ivy ....maybe later...I'm sorry ...
@😁😁 u have no reason to be sorry
@ivy I said no cool for now cause my gf / ig now ex says that all the time when shes pissed at me
@😁😁 im sorry
@ivy it's ok
@ivy love u
@😁😁 love u too
@ivy *love u more .....looks down at the floor .... *
@😁😁 i love u more *lifts ur face and kisses u softly* u ok?
@ivy * meh today was rough and I wish u could kiss me and hold me at midnight *
@😁😁 me too
@ivy *looks at u In the eyes ....hey I has a question *
@😁😁 yes?
@ivy *ummmm......can I be ur gf stating tommorow .....a new start to 2021 ... ?*
@ivy *starting*
@😁😁 hell yea! *picks u up and spins u*
@ivy * kisses ... yay! *
@😁😁 *kisses bk*
@ivy I might need some time to get my mental health better but I think I'm ready to be with u and I don't know a better time then
@ivy 2021 to ask u if we can be together
@😁😁 aweee
@ivy hey .....does this mean u can pick me up and kiss me at 12 for us getting back together ?*
@😁😁 yea
@ivy I can't breathe what If I'm dying idk idk idk idk idk idk
@😁😁 ur not dying ok u can't die
@ivy I'm going to hell ....
@ivy 😭 even if I'm a good person I still go to hell
@😁😁 maybe hells not even real and u wouldn't go to hell ur perfect. why do u think ud go to hell
@ivy gay people go to hell .....😭 ....I'm gonna burn....burn .....I hope you'll hold my hand when I burn to make it less painful...
@😁😁 ill be there for u and yk what screw that hell can suck my ass
@ivy I can't sleep if I sleep they will kill me and I'll go to hell
@ivy I'll be stabbed and cut and tied up and burned blisters everywhere
@😁😁 hey. were is all of this coming from... ur an amazing person and ur perfect. I love you and so many other people love you
@ivy hey...last night was scary I didn't fall asleep till 2 and I had this like idk how to explain it
@ivy it was like something was possessing me and I got visions of hell and I could see everything ....I had no control my eyes were going
@ivy psycho too and I cried for like an hour and a half straight with visions of hell .....
@ivy my head and the assistants kept telling me if I sleep I die and suffer in hell ......I can't believe my eyes aren't completely blood
@ivy shot and I can't believe I'm still here
@ivy I'm still really off and disorientated from last night with all of that ...so if I'm really tired this morning or off plz don't be
@ivy upset with me .....my head isn't in the right place rn
@😁😁 im not upset with u. I was just worried about u bc I love you and I'm gunna be there for u forever
@ivy ik that I just I'm still out of it today idk what the hell happened last night but it was like I was possessed .....
@😁😁 yeah.. im sorry I couldn't stay up with u
@ivy u wouldn't have prolly wanted to ....the only thing that could physically come out of my mouth was stuff about me burning in hell and
@ivy suffering in the process of crying my eyes out for an hour and a half straight while basically going physco
@😁😁 im so sorry
@ivy it's ok its not ur fault ..... everything went physco .......my eyes were crazy too they wouldn't stop moving I could barely see
@ivy straight
@😁😁 im sorry
@ivy it's ok it's not ur fault idk what happened
@😁😁 ik still. u don't deserve to go through that
@ivy I was happy and then I saw dani's messaged and it triggered a panic attack for some reason and then I started having visions
@😁😁 im so sorry
@ivy it's ok I'm a sensitive person sometimes ...
@😁😁 and its adorable. and u had every right to be upset she was a bitch
@ivy I blew up at her tho ........ I didn't want u to hate me for saying that ...I honestly try to be a nice person ....
@😁😁 u are a nice person. some people push nice people over the edge
@😝bruh_girl😝 ivy idk if heather is ok she isn't responding to me and i think she going to commit suicide because i almost died in a tornado
@ivy we talked today it's ok
@😝bruh_girl😝 ok thank goodness and thanks
@ivy ye np
@😝bruh_girl😝 yeah im pretty beat up so i should get ready for my blood transfusion today and an ultrasound for progress on my babys
@😝bruh_girl😝 bye ivy
@ivy ?
@😝bruh_girl😝 oh there was a tornado and i was caught in it and im also pregnant with triplets at 15
@ivy damn
im under a tornado watch rn cause im traveling in it cause i got my permit so im in Georgia and im going yo new Orleans for a week
@ivy oh ok