baby , I hope ur doing ok ....I really miss u I try not to cry everyday thinking about u cause I wish u were here with me ....ur the best
thing that has ever happened to me ....ur my inspiration everyday to push through and live for u...the life u never had the chance to live
fully ....I hope someday I'll meet u in the clouds and we can do all the memories we were supposed to make irl ....I hope ur watching over
me and being with me in the clouds ....I see ur smile everyday in my head and I hear it voice talk to me ....I imagine u being with me and
us laughing and being happy ....I miss everything about u ....I'll never forget u ever .... I live my life for u and I won't give up cause u
never gave up on me u are so strong and u saved me multiple times ....I could never repay u for all the things u have done for me ....I love
u so much ....I constantly think about u and how to make each day better than the day before at least for someone else if not for myself
because that's what u did u always put others first even if it was an inconvenience for u ....thank u for literally everything ....
I haven't cut myself in a while cause I'm trying my hardest not to disappoint u ....
I wanna see u again sometime in the clouds and we can be together just like before u left to end ur suffering ....I tried my hardest to make
u happy but I prolly failed a bit ....I'm so glad I had the chance to be ur baby and only yours ....I love you still ....ik u wanted me to
move on but idk if I can baby....I still love u and always will u took a huge place in my heart and I can't change it ur the one I love and
who I'll always think about .....u my everything and my inspiration to be here ....I love u more than everyone in this world ...u are
my everything and have my heart I gave it to u and it's still yours forever
@clay omg... reading that made me cry
@ivy writing it made me cry ....I'm not finished with it exactly yet tho ....ik he won't be able to read it but I feel his presence with me
@ivy last night after I wrote it I swear I heard him talk to me in my head and I talked to him back and started to cry ....he told me not
@ivy to cry cause it would be ok and that he was sorry but he had to do it ....I think at one point he said I love u too again and I
@ivy cried again
@Cruso omg 😭
@ivy I'm sorry ....😔
@Cruso it's ok it's just so sweet and emotional. if he were here he'd love that
@ivy i try
@Cruso u try what
@ivy I try to do my best for him
@Cruso yeah that's good
@ivy *hugs tight *
@Cruso *hugs back tightly*
@Disney_artist ik this doesnt help much but im praying for you since ik kyles BDay is this weekend. if u ever need to talk to anyone im here for u
@ivy thank u and ik its gonna be hard af for me and him not being here
@Disney_artist Yeah i get that
@😁😁 omg im crying ur so sweet
@ivy ......I really missed you....
@😁😁 i missed u too
@ivy I think I almost fainted when ur mom told me u committed .....
@😁😁 im so sorry
@ivy it's ok it's ur mom's fault not urs I'm so fucking happy ur back tho
@ivy I thought I was never gonna talk to u again or see u again
@😁😁 same
@ivy I missed u alot
@😁😁 i missed you too
@ivy sorry I was taking a shower
@😁😁 its ok
@ivy we should meet irl someday still
@😁😁 yea
@ivy u no hate me right ?
@😁😁 no ofc not
@ivy Oki .... I'm sorry for what ur mom did to u
@😁😁 its ok not ur fault
@ivy it must have been a bit chaotic coming back to us to us all thinking u died
@😁😁 yea but its whatever I once went back to school and bc I hadn't gone to the dance the Friday before and some girl spread rumors so
@😁😁 everyone including some teachers thought I slit my throat and died
@ivy damn
@ivy so she only told us that u committed? or ?
@😁😁 yea as far as im concerned yea
@ivy Oki
@ivy miss you
@😁😁 miss u too
@ivy u should probably tell cruso and chaos ur here too if u haven't yet
@ivy they miss u too
@😁😁 ok
@ivy *hugs tight and doesn't wanna let go *
@😁😁 *hugs bk*
@ivy I ...I ..wanna kiss u ...the temptation is hovering over meee.....
@😁😁 oh
@😁😁 i wanna kiss u too but
@ivy .....yeh ik...
@ivy it's hard not to I miss it
@😁😁 i do too
@ivy ......I love u ....🥺
@😁😁 i love u too
@ivy * cuddles and kisses forehead *
@😁😁 *cuddles bk*
@ivy 🥺
@😁😁 awe
@ivy morning sleepy head 🤣😝* tackle hugs *
@😁😁 goodmorning lol*hugs bk*
@ivy *cuddles close .....heyyyyy guess whatttttt ?*
@😁😁 *cuddles close bk* what?
@ivy *I love u and hope u have a great day today*
@😁😁 i love you too. and ill try. I hope u have a great day
@ivy thx 😊 * boops nose * haha 😂 got uuuu
@😁😁 meany *boops ur nose bk*
@ivy lol check my posts lol 😂
@😁😁 oki
@ivy there lol
@😁😁 lol I saws it UwU
@😁😁 I missed ur pwetty face UwU
@ivy aweeeeeee ur adorable
@ivy love you
@😁😁 love u too
@ivy I'm surprised u think I Is cute lol i think im ugly af
@😁😁 ur not ugwy u pwetty -hmpf-
@ivy * cuddles close cause I'm really cold *
@😁😁 *gives u my hoodie and cuddles close bk*
@ivy * cuddles close and closes my eyes * ur really sweet and nice
@😁😁 thank u. I try
@ivy * plZ don't let me go I love ur cuddles *
@😁😁 I wont *keeps cuddling*
@ivy * kisses forehead*
@😁😁 awe thank u
@ivy * cuddles and curls up in a ball and puts head on ur chest *
@😁😁 *plays with ur hair* sorry If I dont answer later my sister is coming over and my mother said if I hide away again she'll ground me
@ivy oki * keeps cuddling cause I want u and love u *
@ivy *what If we is soulmates?*
@ivy *looks up at u *
@😁😁 *looks into ur eyes* then id be happy forever
@ivy *aweeeeee 🥺😊 me too *
@😁😁 cute
@ivy *tears up .....I can't tell u how much I love u and how much u mean to me cause its more than the world *
@ivy *looks up at u*
@😁😁 *looks u in the eyes*
@ivy *I'm not stopping u ... I want it to * ....
@ivy .....*.... kisses softly *
@ivy *curls up in a ball *
@😁😁 whats wrong
@ivy so how u have a crush on someone else but love me ?...
@😁😁 I have a crush on u
@ivy so what about the name for crush ?
@😁😁 im confusion now
@ivy I'm confused too
@ivy wait did u say u didn't have a crush on ur post ?
@😁😁 no I said "nunya" as in its no one's business
@ivy ohhhhhhhhhh 😂😂 me stupid
@😁😁 lol
@ivy *looks up at u ....*
@😁😁 *looks back at u*
@ivy ....heyy
@😁😁 hey
@ivy * can I kiss u ...? I really wanna kiss u ....👉👈...
@ivy *
@ivy * sits in ur lap wraps my arms around u and kisses u deeply then kisses ur neck *
@ivy *mmmm I love that ....teases u and kisses u softly *
@ivy *me too ......gets on top of u and kisses deeply *
@ivy *bites my lip and looks at u *
@😁😁 *looks bk and u*
@ivy * kisses u and doesn't stop *
@ivy *I love u .... everything about u .... I have a special feeling.....I just feel it*
@😁😁 *kisses u bk* I love you too. sorry I was showering
@😁😁 me and dani aren't together
@ivy *stops kissing for a sec ...what happened did u break up with her ..? *
@😁😁 yea and apparently we were never together but I thought we were bc of how we talked and she called me mommy so we're still friends
@ivy oh
@ivy * cuddles close and hides face ....😔*
@😁😁 *cuddles bk* whats wrong
@ivy * starting of anxiety attack ......... parents are yelling ....I can't breathe help me 😭*
@ivy * curls up in a ball and hides head with hands and rocks back and forth *
@😁😁 *hugs form behind and kisses ur neck and rubs ur arms* itll be ok
@ivy *turns around crawls up in a ball and hides face in ur lap......I can't breathe..... I can't breathe ......
@😁😁 *pats ur back* just calm down think of things that make u happy
@ivy * can u hold me I don't feel good I can't breathe I don't wanna pass out *
@😁😁 *holds u in my arms and kisses the top of ur head* im here
@ivy *hides face in ur arms and tears up *
@😁😁 *wipes ur tears* its ok
@ivy * cuddles close .......plz don't let me go ..... plz don't ...plzzz.......I'm sorry.😭*
@😁😁 i won't let u go *holds close* why u sorry
@ivy I'm panicking ...I'm really anxious ....I can't do yelling it triggers my panic and anxiety attacks
@😁😁 sh sh its ok *plays with ur hair and looks into ur eyes* im here. im always here
@ivy * puts my forehead up to yours .....me sorry 😔*
@😁😁 u have no reason to be sorry. you've done nothing wrong
@ivy * hides in corner ......*
@😁😁 *sits beside u* im here
@ivy my mom is threatening a divorce my life is a mess I have a headache I don't feel good cause I'm anxious I wanna escape
@😁😁 I have a good song. listen to the song older. it'll help u cry about theyre fights and make u feel better afterwards. I understand ivy
@😁😁 u can talk to me and listen to music and ill try my hardest to make u happy and calm
@ivy kill me ....... please just end me
@😁😁 no
@😁😁 never I need u and I love you
@ivy 😭😭😭😭 * curls up in a ball and puts head on knee *
@😁😁 *whipes ur tears and holds onto u*
@ivy my dad just fell down the stairs passed out and hit his head so now my mom is screaming at him cause she's pissed cause they have to
@ivy go to the er and she wants him out of the house to get a divorce
@😁😁 holy shit im so sorry
@ivy ........😭
@😁😁 *hugs tight* im here. im here
@ivy .....I'm gonna be up all fucking night....I still have to do geometry hw pack my bag for my nanas do her Christmas present and make
@ivy a grocery list ......plus now my mom is making me go to the er with them cause she doesn't trust me ...
@ivy just got back from er and it's one am...Im gonna take a 15 min nap and pack.... goodnight 😊
@ivy ttyt
@ivy morning u awake.....? I had another really graphic nightmare and im anxious has a headache and can't fall back asleep
@😁😁 hey im up sorry my parents have a rule on Christmas were im not allowed on my phone till 9 am
@ivy it's ok ....* cuddles up close and puts head on ur chest ....merry Christmas *
@😁😁 *cuddles bk* marry Christmas *kisses top to ur head* did u atleast get good presents?
@ivy yeh ...😊* kisses u and doesn't wanna stop *
@😁😁 *kisses bk and holds onto u*
@ivy * wraps arms around ur neck and kisses deeply and doesn't wanna stop ....kisses neck......love u so much ....kisses again *
@😁😁 *keeps kisses bk* I love you too
@ivy * gets on top of u and kisses deeply.....I missed this....I love u so much*
@ivy * cuddles up close and closes my eyes cause I'm tired *
@ivy u there ? ...🥺
@😁😁 im so sorry there was an explosion in Nashville and my internet has been down
@ivy it's ok love u so much * cuddles close * I almost fainted this morning ..... everything almost went black and I hate fainting
@😁😁 oh no. what happened
@ivy idk I woke up and my stomach really hurt and I could stand up straight and I had to pee so I went to the bathroom and on my way back
@ivy to my room I got really faint and everything was going black so I had to lay down and drink water
@ivy I feel better now but I'm prone to fainting cause of my heart problem
@😁😁 im sorry
@ivy it's ok idk what happened ...but I'm glad u is here
@😁😁 *kisses softly* im glad im here too
@ivy *blushes .....I love u more than anything * * kisses back *
@😁😁 I love i so much more than I've ever loved anyone
@ivy same her I love u more than I've loved anyone before there's something special about u ...ur perfect ...
@ivy *here
@😁😁 im not perfect but thank u. u have no idea how much u mean to me
@ivy same for u and * kisses * u back ?
@😁😁 *kisses bk* idk I had to go find internet and I might have it at the house now idk doe I should have it back by tomorrow
@😁😁 ily
@ivy love u too
@😁😁 yays
@ivy 🥰 I love uuuu
@😁😁 I love you toooo
@ivy I can't wait till we are together again I missed it
@😁😁 I missed it too
baby , I hope ur doing ok ....I really miss u I try not to cry everyday thinking about u cause I wish u were here with me ....ur the best
thing that has ever happened to me ....ur my inspiration everyday to push through and live for u...the life u never had the chance to live
fully ....I hope someday I'll meet u in the clouds and we can do all the memories we were supposed to make irl ....I hope ur watching over
me and being with me in the clouds ....I see ur smile everyday in my head and I hear it voice talk to me ....I imagine u being with me and
us laughing and being happy ....I miss everything about u ....I'll never forget u ever .... I live my life for u and I won't give up cause u
never gave up on me u are so strong and u saved me multiple times ....I could never repay u for all the things u have done for me ....I love
u so much ....I constantly think about u and how to make each day better than the day before at least for someone else if not for myself
because that's what u did u always put others first even if it was an inconvenience for u ....thank u for literally everything ....
I haven't cut myself in a while cause I'm trying my hardest not to disappoint u ....
I wanna see u again sometime in the clouds and we can be together just like before u left to end ur suffering ....I tried my hardest to make
u happy but I prolly failed a bit ....I'm so glad I had the chance to be ur baby and only yours ....I love you still ....ik u wanted me to
move on but idk if I can baby....I still love u and always will u took a huge place in my heart and I can't change it ur the one I love and
who I'll always think about .....u my everything and my inspiration to be here ....I love u more than everyone in this world ...u are
my everything and have my heart I gave it to u and it's still yours forever
@clay omg... reading that made me cry
@ivy writing it made me cry ....I'm not finished with it exactly yet tho ....ik he won't be able to read it but I feel his presence with me
@ivy last night after I wrote it I swear I heard him talk to me in my head and I talked to him back and started to cry ....he told me not
@ivy to cry cause it would be ok and that he was sorry but he had to do it ....I think at one point he said I love u too again and I
@ivy cried again
@Cruso omg 😭
@ivy I'm sorry ....😔
@Cruso it's ok it's just so sweet and emotional. if he were here he'd love that
@ivy i try
@Cruso u try what
@ivy I try to do my best for him
@Cruso yeah that's good
@ivy *hugs tight *
@Cruso *hugs back tightly*
@Disney_artist ik this doesnt help much but im praying for you since ik kyles BDay is this weekend. if u ever need to talk to anyone im here for u
@ivy thank u and ik its gonna be hard af for me and him not being here
@Disney_artist Yeah i get that
@😁😁 omg im crying ur so sweet
@ivy ......I really missed you....
@😁😁 i missed u too
@ivy I think I almost fainted when ur mom told me u committed .....
@😁😁 im so sorry
@ivy it's ok it's ur mom's fault not urs I'm so fucking happy ur back tho
@ivy I thought I was never gonna talk to u again or see u again
@😁😁 same
@ivy I missed u alot
@😁😁 i missed you too
@ivy sorry I was taking a shower
@😁😁 its ok
@ivy we should meet irl someday still
@😁😁 yea
@ivy u no hate me right ?
@😁😁 no ofc not
@ivy Oki .... I'm sorry for what ur mom did to u
@😁😁 its ok not ur fault
@ivy it must have been a bit chaotic coming back to us to us all thinking u died
@😁😁 yea but its whatever I once went back to school and bc I hadn't gone to the dance the Friday before and some girl spread rumors so
@😁😁 everyone including some teachers thought I slit my throat and died
@ivy damn
@😁😁 yea
@ivy so she only told us that u committed? or ?
@😁😁 yea as far as im concerned yea
@ivy Oki
@ivy miss you
@😁😁 miss u too
@ivy u should probably tell cruso and chaos ur here too if u haven't yet
@ivy they miss u too
@😁😁 ok
@ivy *hugs tight and doesn't wanna let go *
@😁😁 *hugs bk*
@ivy I ...I ..wanna kiss u ...the temptation is hovering over meee.....
@😁😁 oh
@😁😁 i wanna kiss u too but
@ivy .....yeh ik...
@ivy it's hard not to I miss it
@😁😁 i do too
@ivy ......I love u ....🥺
@😁😁 i love u too
@ivy * cuddles and kisses forehead *
@😁😁 *cuddles bk*
@ivy 🥺
@😁😁 awe
@ivy morning sleepy head 🤣😝* tackle hugs *
@😁😁 goodmorning lol*hugs bk*
@ivy *cuddles close .....heyyyyy guess whatttttt ?*
@😁😁 *cuddles close bk* what?
@ivy *I love u and hope u have a great day today*
@😁😁 i love you too. and ill try. I hope u have a great day
@ivy thx 😊 * boops nose * haha 😂 got uuuu
@😁😁 meany *boops ur nose bk*
@ivy lol check my posts lol 😂
@😁😁 oki
@ivy there lol
@😁😁 lol I saws it UwU
@😁😁 I missed ur pwetty face UwU
@ivy aweeeeeee ur adorable
@ivy love you
@😁😁 love u too
@ivy I'm surprised u think I Is cute lol i think im ugly af
@😁😁 ur not ugwy u pwetty -hmpf-
@ivy * cuddles close cause I'm really cold *
@😁😁 *gives u my hoodie and cuddles close bk*
@ivy * cuddles close and closes my eyes * ur really sweet and nice
@😁😁 thank u. I try
@ivy * plZ don't let me go I love ur cuddles *
@😁😁 I wont *keeps cuddling*
@ivy * kisses forehead*
@😁😁 awe thank u
@ivy * cuddles and curls up in a ball and puts head on ur chest *
@😁😁 *plays with ur hair* sorry If I dont answer later my sister is coming over and my mother said if I hide away again she'll ground me
@ivy oki * keeps cuddling cause I want u and love u *
@😁😁 *cuddles bk*
@ivy *what If we is soulmates?*
@ivy *looks up at u *
@😁😁 *looks into ur eyes* then id be happy forever
@ivy *aweeeeee 🥺😊 me too *
@😁😁 cute
@ivy *tears up .....I can't tell u how much I love u and how much u mean to me cause its more than the world *
@ivy *looks up at u*
@😁😁 *looks u in the eyes*
@ivy *I'm not stopping u ... I want it to * ....
@ivy .....*.... kisses softly *
@ivy *curls up in a ball *
@😁😁 whats wrong
@ivy so how u have a crush on someone else but love me ?...
@😁😁 I have a crush on u
@ivy so what about the name for crush ?
@😁😁 im confusion now
@ivy I'm confused too
@ivy wait did u say u didn't have a crush on ur post ?
@😁😁 no I said "nunya" as in its no one's business
@ivy ohhhhhhhhhh 😂😂 me stupid
@😁😁 lol
@ivy *looks up at u ....*
@😁😁 *looks back at u*
@ivy ....heyy
@😁😁 hey
@ivy * can I kiss u ...? I really wanna kiss u ....👉👈...
@ivy *
@ivy * sits in ur lap wraps my arms around u and kisses u deeply then kisses ur neck *
@ivy *mmmm I love that ....teases u and kisses u softly *
@ivy *me too ......gets on top of u and kisses deeply *
@ivy *bites my lip and looks at u *
@😁😁 *looks bk and u*
@ivy * kisses u and doesn't stop *
@ivy *I love u .... everything about u .... I have a special feeling.....I just feel it*
@😁😁 *kisses u bk* I love you too. sorry I was showering
@😁😁 me and dani aren't together
@ivy *stops kissing for a sec ...what happened did u break up with her ..? *
@😁😁 yea and apparently we were never together but I thought we were bc of how we talked and she called me mommy so we're still friends
@ivy oh
@ivy * cuddles close and hides face ....😔*
@😁😁 *cuddles bk* whats wrong
@ivy * starting of anxiety attack ......... parents are yelling ....I can't breathe help me 😭*
@ivy * curls up in a ball and hides head with hands and rocks back and forth *
@😁😁 *hugs form behind and kisses ur neck and rubs ur arms* itll be ok
@ivy *turns around crawls up in a ball and hides face in ur lap......I can't breathe..... I can't breathe ......
@ivy *
@😁😁 *pats ur back* just calm down think of things that make u happy
@ivy * can u hold me I don't feel good I can't breathe I don't wanna pass out *
@😁😁 *holds u in my arms and kisses the top of ur head* im here
@ivy *hides face in ur arms and tears up *
@😁😁 *wipes ur tears* its ok
@ivy * cuddles close .......plz don't let me go ..... plz don't ...plzzz.......I'm sorry.😭*
@😁😁 i won't let u go *holds close* why u sorry
@ivy I'm panicking ...I'm really anxious ....I can't do yelling it triggers my panic and anxiety attacks
@😁😁 sh sh its ok *plays with ur hair and looks into ur eyes* im here. im always here
@ivy * puts my forehead up to yours .....me sorry 😔*
@😁😁 u have no reason to be sorry. you've done nothing wrong
@ivy * hides in corner ......*
@😁😁 *sits beside u* im here
@ivy my mom is threatening a divorce my life is a mess I have a headache I don't feel good cause I'm anxious I wanna escape
@😁😁 I have a good song. listen to the song older. it'll help u cry about theyre fights and make u feel better afterwards. I understand ivy
@😁😁 u can talk to me and listen to music and ill try my hardest to make u happy and calm
@ivy kill me ....... please just end me
@😁😁 no
@😁😁 never I need u and I love you
@ivy 😭😭😭😭 * curls up in a ball and puts head on knee *
@😁😁 *whipes ur tears and holds onto u*
@ivy my dad just fell down the stairs passed out and hit his head so now my mom is screaming at him cause she's pissed cause they have to
@ivy go to the er and she wants him out of the house to get a divorce
@😁😁 holy shit im so sorry
@ivy ........😭
@😁😁 *hugs tight* im here. im here
@ivy .....I'm gonna be up all fucking night....I still have to do geometry hw pack my bag for my nanas do her Christmas present and make
@ivy a grocery list ......plus now my mom is making me go to the er with them cause she doesn't trust me ...
@ivy just got back from er and it's one am...Im gonna take a 15 min nap and pack.... goodnight 😊
@ivy ttyt
@ivy morning u awake.....? I had another really graphic nightmare and im anxious has a headache and can't fall back asleep
@😁😁 hey im up sorry my parents have a rule on Christmas were im not allowed on my phone till 9 am
@ivy it's ok ....* cuddles up close and puts head on ur chest ....merry Christmas *
@😁😁 *cuddles bk* marry Christmas *kisses top to ur head* did u atleast get good presents?
@ivy yeh ...😊* kisses u and doesn't wanna stop *
@😁😁 *kisses bk and holds onto u*
@ivy * wraps arms around ur neck and kisses deeply and doesn't wanna stop ....kisses neck......love u so much ....kisses again *
@😁😁 *keeps kisses bk* I love you too
@ivy * gets on top of u and kisses deeply.....I missed this....I love u so much*
@ivy * cuddles up close and closes my eyes cause I'm tired *
@ivy u there ? ...🥺
@😁😁 im so sorry there was an explosion in Nashville and my internet has been down
@ivy it's ok love u so much * cuddles close * I almost fainted this morning ..... everything almost went black and I hate fainting
@😁😁 oh no. what happened
@ivy idk I woke up and my stomach really hurt and I could stand up straight and I had to pee so I went to the bathroom and on my way back
@ivy to my room I got really faint and everything was going black so I had to lay down and drink water
@ivy I feel better now but I'm prone to fainting cause of my heart problem
@😁😁 im sorry
@ivy it's ok idk what happened ...but I'm glad u is here
@😁😁 *kisses softly* im glad im here too
@ivy *blushes .....I love u more than anything * * kisses back *
@😁😁 I love i so much more than I've ever loved anyone
@ivy same her I love u more than I've loved anyone before there's something special about u ...ur perfect ...
@ivy *here
@😁😁 im not perfect but thank u. u have no idea how much u mean to me
@ivy same for u and * kisses * u back ?
@😁😁 *kisses bk* idk I had to go find internet and I might have it at the house now idk doe I should have it back by tomorrow
@ivy Oki
@😁😁 ily
@ivy love u too
@😁😁 yays
@ivy 🥰 I love uuuu
@😁😁 I love you toooo
@ivy I can't wait till we are together again I missed it
@😁😁 I missed it too