please dont ivy.... π
u have so many people who love you and care about you
@ivy π just do me a favor and don't kill yourself cause of me ...it's all I ask
@ivy πI can't take it anymore ....he was my everything......my everything....I cared about him more than anyone on this fucking planet no
@ivy joke more than anything and everything .......and he just killed himself.......
@ivy he fucking killed himself ππ
@clay i cant promise u that. please dont leave me
@ivy .....I need help clay .....I really need help my depression is literally going to kill me .....
@ivy I can't tell my parents tho ....if they find out about this app and Kyle commiting then I'll be grounded for good .....
@clay that would just make u want to kill urself even more
@ivy exactly my parents trying to help me just kills me more
@clay dont let them find out and please please please dont kill yourself
@ivy I'll try not to ....no promises ....
@ivy plz don't kill yourself
@clay i cant promise either
@ivy damit
@ivy see this is a reason why I deserve to die .....I cause people pain and make them wanna die ...just by trying to live myself which is
@ivy barley working .......
@clay you didn't make us want to die, we're just loyal to u
@ivy I miss kyle so bad ....it's gonna kill my everyday now knowing I'll never get to meet him irl and tackle hug him to the ground just
@ivy like I promised him ....and we won't be able to binge watch netflix like he wanted to do with me .....
@ivy all the memories and hugs and kisses and celebrations with confetti shooters are all now gone ....for good
@clay she could've lied, he could've lied. we will never know for sure
@ivy we won't be able to feed the ducks at the pond and watch the sunset...... nothing ...π
@Disney_artist ivy i just read π * Hugging u and crying* ik my pain is nothIng like urs im so so sry
@ivy we won't be able to get married or live together ...... nothing .....we both wanted to be with each other forever ......damit π
@ivy I'm so numb rn idk what to even say π
@Disney_artist ik i have to suck it up though cause my parents r at home so i cant eveN cry.
@ivy I cried but I've gotten really good at fake happy so I just dry my tears as fast as possible and act ok
@ivy im still crying at least mentally and rn physically
@Disney_artist me too im so so sry
@clay plz dont go
@ivy I won't at least for today....I'll just take it day by day no promises on later but I'm here for now ππ
@clay ty
@ivy ππ
@clay ..
@ivy *cuddles and hides face in ur arms and cries....*
@clay *cuddles bk*
@ivy I'm depressed and my parents keep asking me what's wrong and I don't say shit so they think I'm just ignoring them and that I hate
@ivy them but I just don't wanna talk about my depression cause it lts really fucking hard for me .....and I just ....the way they try and
@ivy help me doesn't help ....they don't seem to understand that when ur someone like me u just need to be left alone not try to help them
@ivy constantly when they don't want it ......them trying to save me is stupid I get they care but I have so little energy I don't wanna do
@ivy anything when just forcing myself to eat something is an accomplishment ....just showering is an accomplishment as well as school but
@ivy they don't see it .....they don't see how damn hard I'm trying just to be here still ....
@clay ...am i allowed to go
@ivy no don't kill yourself πππππππππππ
@clay k
@ivy plz don't leave me damit kyle killed himself I can't loose u too ......
@ivy if u stay I'll stay ok ? just plz don't kill yourself
@ivy why ? plz don't go I'm so sorry
@clay what if it's an 'accident'
@ivy ππππplz don't fucking die clay ....plz don't .... plz I can't live without u
@clay yes, u cab
can
@ivy clay plz don't fucking leave me ππππwhy?
@ivy plz ....don't do It
@clay y what
@ivy I can help u or try to just don't end it all πππππ
@ivy why leave ? πππ
@clay y not, no one needs me.. no one wants me around the only time ppl talk to me is when they need somethin
@ivy I need u ......I'm sorry if I pester u with my problems to much....I still deeply care about u ....I'm just bad at keeping
@ivy conversation ....plz don't go we can talk about something else ... whatever u want to ... halloween ...idk anything
@ivy plz stay ....plz don't leave ππ
@clay it's not u, grr it's everyone like yea i love helping y'all with ur problems but thats all im fuckin good for an most the time i just
@clay make it so much worse an i cant do it anymore
@ivy plz stay π.....I promise I'll try harder to talk about other things and to help u ....just pls don't die ππ
@ivy plz don't leave .....I love u as a best friend so much I can't even tell u how much u mean to me cause its so much
@ivy plz stay ππ
@ivy clay ? ππ
@clay here, srry
@ivy plz stay ....we can keep each other motivated to live and we can talk to each other about regular stuff too not just depressing life
@ivy if u want .....idk if I can help u but I can sure in the hell try ....ur my best friend and I can't lose u ππ₯Ί.....im sorry for
@ivy everything but ik we can do it ...or at least try our hardest to
@clay kk... its not ur fault sometimes it's just way too much listening to everyone, trying to help them when i cant even help myself
@ivy so u promise you'll stay If u stay too ...?
@ivy *I
@clay ig
@ivy ok ....I believe we can do this even if it's hard as hell .....I love u as a best friend
@clay u too
@ivy *hugs tight and doesn't let go *
..plz don't...I can't lose anyone else..
I having a mental breakdown rn....I can't do this...I lost them.....
what no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you'll not π₯Ί
@ivy I promised clay I'll try to stay. ..
@Bethany Poole sorry for ur loss
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ omg....he- he- killed himself?!?!?!?!?!
omg....wtf..
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π happened?π£ππΆ
@ivy kyle is dead π
@ivy yes.....ππ
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ how did he... pls tell me..
@ivy ...he suffocated himself π can we plz stop talking about this
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ ....how did you know?? ah sorry...
@ivy I said I don't wanna fucking talk about it ....plz stop !
@ivy π
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ ...sorry..
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ ....
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π Dani? NOOOOOOOO!π°π©π¦ππ±π²πππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π when I found out this morning that's all I did
@ivy it's fine I just don't wanna talk about it ok it mentally kills me everytime I have to think that my bf killed himself and I
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π cry but I wasn't sure but I was pretty sure
@ivy can't bring him back now and save him ....I don't get to have a second chance with him .....
@ivy what do u mean dani ?
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π was it dani
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ im so confused.. what dani?
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ yea..but im still sorry..
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ he is my friend too i should also care...im sorry if i was rude bc i wanted to know what happend to my friend..
@ivy dani did what ? ur so confusing
@ivy don't self pity I told u he killed himself ok? I told u how ...just plz I don't wanna talk about it cause it's extremely hard for
@ivy me
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π sorry I was saying was it Dani that died
@ivy she killed herself too?
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π I don't know I'm sorry I'm so confused
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π I'm stupid
@Disney_artist how r u doing today?
@ivy I'm a bit better I still miss kyle alot tho
@daniele I didn't die wtf are y'all talking about
@daniele I didn't die girl
@ivy idk I know ur not dead
@daniele ok
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π I'm so stupid why u gone so long
@daniele bc I got my phone took but I have it back now
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π OK I just feel like such an idiot
@daniele don't it's okay
@daniele ur not the only one who thought I was dead
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π oh well I'm glad u back because the last post u made before u got your phone taken made me think that
@daniele ik and I'm sorry
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π its ok
please dont ivy.... π
u have so many people who love you and care about you
@ivy π just do me a favor and don't kill yourself cause of me ...it's all I ask
@ivy πI can't take it anymore ....he was my everything......my everything....I cared about him more than anyone on this fucking planet no
@ivy joke more than anything and everything .......and he just killed himself.......
@ivy he fucking killed himself ππ
@clay i cant promise u that. please dont leave me
@ivy .....I need help clay .....I really need help my depression is literally going to kill me .....
@ivy I can't tell my parents tho ....if they find out about this app and Kyle commiting then I'll be grounded for good .....
@clay that would just make u want to kill urself even more
@ivy exactly my parents trying to help me just kills me more
@clay dont let them find out and please please please dont kill yourself
@ivy I'll try not to ....no promises ....
@ivy plz don't kill yourself
@clay i cant promise either
@ivy damit
@ivy see this is a reason why I deserve to die .....I cause people pain and make them wanna die ...just by trying to live myself which is
@ivy barley working .......
@clay you didn't make us want to die, we're just loyal to u
@ivy I miss kyle so bad ....it's gonna kill my everyday now knowing I'll never get to meet him irl and tackle hug him to the ground just
@ivy like I promised him ....and we won't be able to binge watch netflix like he wanted to do with me .....
@ivy all the memories and hugs and kisses and celebrations with confetti shooters are all now gone ....for good
@clay she could've lied, he could've lied. we will never know for sure
@ivy we won't be able to feed the ducks at the pond and watch the sunset...... nothing ...π
@Disney_artist ivy i just read π * Hugging u and crying* ik my pain is nothIng like urs im so so sry
@ivy we won't be able to get married or live together ...... nothing .....we both wanted to be with each other forever ......damit π
@ivy I'm so numb rn idk what to even say π
@Disney_artist ik i have to suck it up though cause my parents r at home so i cant eveN cry.
@ivy I cried but I've gotten really good at fake happy so I just dry my tears as fast as possible and act ok
@ivy im still crying at least mentally and rn physically
@Disney_artist me too im so so sry
@clay plz dont go
@ivy I won't at least for today....I'll just take it day by day no promises on later but I'm here for now ππ
@clay ty
@ivy ππ
@clay ..
@ivy *cuddles and hides face in ur arms and cries....*
@clay *cuddles bk*
@ivy I'm depressed and my parents keep asking me what's wrong and I don't say shit so they think I'm just ignoring them and that I hate
@ivy them but I just don't wanna talk about my depression cause it lts really fucking hard for me .....and I just ....the way they try and
@ivy help me doesn't help ....they don't seem to understand that when ur someone like me u just need to be left alone not try to help them
@ivy constantly when they don't want it ......them trying to save me is stupid I get they care but I have so little energy I don't wanna do
@ivy anything when just forcing myself to eat something is an accomplishment ....just showering is an accomplishment as well as school but
@ivy they don't see it .....they don't see how damn hard I'm trying just to be here still ....
@clay ...am i allowed to go
@ivy no don't kill yourself πππππππππππ
@clay k
@ivy plz don't leave me damit kyle killed himself I can't loose u too ......
@ivy if u stay I'll stay ok ? just plz don't kill yourself
@ivy why ? plz don't go I'm so sorry
@clay what if it's an 'accident'
@ivy ππππplz don't fucking die clay ....plz don't .... plz I can't live without u
@clay yes, u cab
can
@ivy clay plz don't fucking leave me ππππwhy?
@ivy plz ....don't do It
@clay y what
@ivy I can help u or try to just don't end it all πππππ
@ivy why leave ? πππ
@clay y not, no one needs me.. no one wants me around the only time ppl talk to me is when they need somethin
@ivy I need u ......I'm sorry if I pester u with my problems to much....I still deeply care about u ....I'm just bad at keeping
@ivy conversation ....plz don't go we can talk about something else ... whatever u want to ... halloween ...idk anything
@ivy plz stay ....plz don't leave ππ
@clay it's not u, grr it's everyone like yea i love helping y'all with ur problems but thats all im fuckin good for an most the time i just
@clay make it so much worse an i cant do it anymore
@ivy plz stay π.....I promise I'll try harder to talk about other things and to help u ....just pls don't die ππ
@ivy plz don't leave .....I love u as a best friend so much I can't even tell u how much u mean to me cause its so much
@ivy plz stay ππ
@ivy clay ? ππ
@clay here, srry
@ivy plz stay ....we can keep each other motivated to live and we can talk to each other about regular stuff too not just depressing life
@ivy if u want .....idk if I can help u but I can sure in the hell try ....ur my best friend and I can't lose u ππ₯Ί.....im sorry for
@ivy everything but ik we can do it ...or at least try our hardest to
@clay kk... its not ur fault sometimes it's just way too much listening to everyone, trying to help them when i cant even help myself
@ivy so u promise you'll stay If u stay too ...?
@ivy *I
@clay ig
@ivy ok ....I believe we can do this even if it's hard as hell .....I love u as a best friend
@clay u too
@ivy *hugs tight and doesn't let go *
..plz don't...I can't lose anyone else..
I having a mental breakdown rn....I can't do this...I lost them.....
what no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you'll not π₯Ί
@ivy I promised clay I'll try to stay. ..
@Bethany Poole sorry for ur loss
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ omg....he- he- killed himself?!?!?!?!?!
omg....wtf..
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π happened?π£ππΆ
@ivy kyle is dead π
@ivy yes.....ππ
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ how did he... pls tell me..
@ivy ...he suffocated himself π can we plz stop talking about this
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ ....how did you know?? ah sorry...
@ivy I said I don't wanna fucking talk about it ....plz stop !
@ivy π
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ ...sorry..
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ ....
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π Dani? NOOOOOOOO!π°π©π¦ππ±π²πππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π when I found out this morning that's all I did
@ivy it's fine I just don't wanna talk about it ok it mentally kills me everytime I have to think that my bf killed himself and I
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π cry but I wasn't sure but I was pretty sure
@ivy can't bring him back now and save him ....I don't get to have a second chance with him .....
@ivy can't bring him back now and save him ....I don't get to have a second chance with him .....
@ivy what do u mean dani ?
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π was it dani
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ im so confused.. what dani?
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ yea..but im still sorry..
@nΔ«cΓΈΕΓ₯sπ€ he is my friend too i should also care...im sorry if i was rude bc i wanted to know what happend to my friend..
@ivy dani did what ? ur so confusing
@ivy don't self pity I told u he killed himself ok? I told u how ...just plz I don't wanna talk about it cause it's extremely hard for
@ivy me
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π sorry I was saying was it Dani that died
@ivy she killed herself too?
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π I don't know I'm sorry I'm so confused
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π I'm stupid
@Disney_artist how r u doing today?
@ivy I'm a bit better I still miss kyle alot tho
@daniele I didn't die wtf are y'all talking about
@daniele I didn't die girl
@ivy idk I know ur not dead
@daniele ok
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π I'm so stupid why u gone so long
@daniele bc I got my phone took but I have it back now
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π OK I just feel like such an idiot
@daniele don't it's okay
@daniele ur not the only one who thought I was dead
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π oh well I'm glad u back because the last post u made before u got your phone taken made me think that
@daniele ik and I'm sorry
@Harmonyππππ»π¬π«π its ok