.dont go.
@ivy I can't live without him .....I'm sorry 😭
@ivy I wish I had a gun to shoot myself away from this world 😭😭
@clay what if he finds out ur dead, and he's still alive. then he'll kill himself, and if he tells us he's gonna kill himself then so will we
@clay . it'll be a chain reaction of death
@ivy 😭😭😭😭
@ivy I'm trying so hard .....
@clay .dont do anything you'll regret ivy. please
@ivy life is already slowly killing me so why not just end all of my pain and suffering now .....
@ivy I need fucking help ....but I don't wanna go to a mental hospital.....I just wanna see my friends 😭😭 I can't even do that .....
@ivy I can't stop fucking crying ......it'll be over a year before I probably get to see my friends again 😭😭
@clay well then live, make that year the best
@ivy I just want kyle rn and I can't have him rn......I just want to be with him ......it's all I fucking want. .....
@ivy I can't make it the best ....... everyday is just a constant battle just to live a day longer just to suffer
@ivy more to make people happy and to be happy when I'm with them which now cause of covid is rare
@clay focus on the small happy things
@clay i gtg night
@ivy I haven't gotten any sleep cause I can't fall asleep and idk why .....I'm probably gonna have no sleep at all ..
@ivy it's like 4 rn and I I think I didn't get any sleep cause sometimes when I get depressed I can't sleep at all
@ivy I don't think I can sleep either cause I've been worried about kyle all night ........
@ivy I don't want to not talk to him ....he's my everything....I'm so worried .....
@Bethany Poole plz dont leave
@Bethany Poole kyle probally got grounded.
@ivy u don't fucking understand.....if he's grounded he isn't getting his phone back from his parents it's gone for good
@ivy I can't fucking live without him .....I'm so worried he isn't gonna be able to live without me or his friends on here ...if
@ivy he dies I'm gone and that's it ....he's my everything ....I can't live without him ....I miss him so bad 😭
@ivy I hardly got any sleep last night cause I was up depressed and worrying about him to the point where I woke up looking so
@ivy tired my mom asked me if I did drugs ......I almost was late to school too ....I just want kyle rn ....
please don't ivy, maybe he's just really busy! he'd tell u if something was wrong. ik it's hard but pls try
@ivy ...... I didn't even fucking sleep last night ....I woke up this morning late and my mom looked at me and asked if I did drugs cause
@ivy I looked super tired ......I literally never have and never will do drugs ....
@ivy I didn't even try to sleep till 4 in the morning because I was sitting there being a stupid dumbass depressed person crying my eyes
@ivy out in complete silence
@Cruso I'm sorry ivy...
@ivy I can't stop thinking about him .....I'm just don't want this to be the last time I talked to him ....😭
@ivy I didn't even get to say I love u before stopped replying....it's really bugging me ....I feel like a complete idiot
@Cruso hey *hugs* I'm scared too, I'm trying my best to just believe he's busy or something cus I dont want him to go either. he's my best fri
@Cruso friend and I don't wanna lose him...
@ivy *curls up in a ball and hides face *
@ivy I'm going ......I'm not doing this anymore.....Kyle's parents found out about this app and now I think that means we have to break up
@ivy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 he was my everything ...... goodbye .....
@clay please dont go you have other people
@ivy I have to go ......😭😭
@ivy I'm sorry ......I can't take it anymore this is the 4th time I've lost my everything .....I can't do it anymore.....im gonna do it ...
@ivy 😭
@ivy goodbye 😭
@clay 💔💔💔💔
@Cruso nonono ivy please... I can't lose any more people😭 stay alive please
@ivy I can't do this pain anymore kyle meant so much to me .......
@ivy kyle and i can't be together anymore cause of his parents ....they found out ......I can't live anymore ....it's the 4th time I've
@ivy lost my everything
@clay what about everyone else who cares an loves you
@ivy I'm trying so fucking hard to live anymore 😭😭 I can't ....I want to tho
@Cruso there's other people who love you and care about you! I promise there is! I've lost many people and trust me I'm not as happy as I seem
@Cruso and I'm not suicidal but I've lost many people, I can't lose more. especially you
@ivy 😭😭😭😭I lost kyle ......I lost him ......I lost him 😭😭
@ivy I loved him probably the most out of everyone Ive been in a relationship with ever .....
@ivy I lost him......I can't get him back ......I hate myself .....I hate always invisioning a future with the people I love cause ik it
@ivy won't last forever .....I wanted to fucking be with him for my life and get married ....I pictured everything...... everything and
@ivy now my heart is just broken and crushed again .....
@Disney_artist no ivy
@Disney_artist IVY!!!
@ivy what?.....I don't wanna fucking live anymore..... fuck my life .....I don't deserve it
@Disney_artist im sry *hugs you*
@ivy I sowwy....I don't really feel like hugs rn it just reminds me of Kyle and it hurts ...but thx tho
@Disney_artist its okay Ik im not feeling any of the pain you R Feeling. i do know hoe hard it can be to loSe someone close to you. ive lost the two loves of my lofe in one week.
No.....!!!
@ivy it's fine
.dont go.
@ivy I can't live without him .....I'm sorry 😭
@ivy I wish I had a gun to shoot myself away from this world 😭😭
@clay what if he finds out ur dead, and he's still alive. then he'll kill himself, and if he tells us he's gonna kill himself then so will we
@clay . it'll be a chain reaction of death
@ivy 😭😭😭😭
@ivy I'm trying so hard .....
@clay .dont do anything you'll regret ivy. please
@ivy life is already slowly killing me so why not just end all of my pain and suffering now .....
@ivy I need fucking help ....but I don't wanna go to a mental hospital.....I just wanna see my friends 😭😭 I can't even do that .....
@ivy I can't stop fucking crying ......it'll be over a year before I probably get to see my friends again 😭😭
@clay well then live, make that year the best
@ivy I just want kyle rn and I can't have him rn......I just want to be with him ......it's all I fucking want. .....
@ivy I can't make it the best ....... everyday is just a constant battle just to live a day longer just to suffer
@ivy more to make people happy and to be happy when I'm with them which now cause of covid is rare
@clay focus on the small happy things
@clay i gtg night
@ivy I haven't gotten any sleep cause I can't fall asleep and idk why .....I'm probably gonna have no sleep at all ..
@ivy it's like 4 rn and I I think I didn't get any sleep cause sometimes when I get depressed I can't sleep at all
@ivy I don't think I can sleep either cause I've been worried about kyle all night ........
@ivy I don't want to not talk to him ....he's my everything....I'm so worried .....
@Bethany Poole plz dont leave
@Bethany Poole kyle probally got grounded.
@ivy u don't fucking understand.....if he's grounded he isn't getting his phone back from his parents it's gone for good
@ivy I can't fucking live without him .....I'm so worried he isn't gonna be able to live without me or his friends on here ...if
@ivy he dies I'm gone and that's it ....he's my everything ....I can't live without him ....I miss him so bad 😭
@ivy I hardly got any sleep last night cause I was up depressed and worrying about him to the point where I woke up looking so
@ivy tired my mom asked me if I did drugs ......I almost was late to school too ....I just want kyle rn ....
please don't ivy, maybe he's just really busy! he'd tell u if something was wrong. ik it's hard but pls try
@ivy ...... I didn't even fucking sleep last night ....I woke up this morning late and my mom looked at me and asked if I did drugs cause
@ivy I looked super tired ......I literally never have and never will do drugs ....
@ivy I didn't even try to sleep till 4 in the morning because I was sitting there being a stupid dumbass depressed person crying my eyes
@ivy out in complete silence
@Cruso I'm sorry ivy...
@ivy I can't stop thinking about him .....I'm just don't want this to be the last time I talked to him ....😭
@ivy I didn't even get to say I love u before stopped replying....it's really bugging me ....I feel like a complete idiot
@Cruso hey *hugs* I'm scared too, I'm trying my best to just believe he's busy or something cus I dont want him to go either. he's my best fri
@Cruso friend and I don't wanna lose him...
@ivy *curls up in a ball and hides face *
@ivy I'm going ......I'm not doing this anymore.....Kyle's parents found out about this app and now I think that means we have to break up
@ivy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 he was my everything ...... goodbye .....
@clay please dont go you have other people
@ivy I have to go ......😭😭
@ivy I'm sorry ......I can't take it anymore this is the 4th time I've lost my everything .....I can't do it anymore.....im gonna do it ...
@ivy 😭
@ivy goodbye 😭
@clay 💔💔💔💔
@Cruso nonono ivy please... I can't lose any more people😭 stay alive please
@ivy I can't do this pain anymore kyle meant so much to me .......
@ivy kyle and i can't be together anymore cause of his parents ....they found out ......I can't live anymore ....it's the 4th time I've
@ivy lost my everything
@clay what about everyone else who cares an loves you
@ivy I'm trying so fucking hard to live anymore 😭😭 I can't ....I want to tho
@Cruso there's other people who love you and care about you! I promise there is! I've lost many people and trust me I'm not as happy as I seem
@Cruso and I'm not suicidal but I've lost many people, I can't lose more. especially you
@ivy 😭😭😭😭I lost kyle ......I lost him ......I lost him 😭😭
@ivy I loved him probably the most out of everyone Ive been in a relationship with ever .....
@ivy I lost him......I can't get him back ......I hate myself .....I hate always invisioning a future with the people I love cause ik it
@ivy won't last forever .....I wanted to fucking be with him for my life and get married ....I pictured everything...... everything and
@ivy now my heart is just broken and crushed again .....
@Disney_artist no ivy
@Disney_artist IVY!!!
@ivy what?.....I don't wanna fucking live anymore..... fuck my life .....I don't deserve it
@Disney_artist im sry *hugs you*
@ivy I sowwy....I don't really feel like hugs rn it just reminds me of Kyle and it hurts ...but thx tho
@Disney_artist its okay Ik im not feeling any of the pain you R Feeling. i do know hoe hard it can be to loSe someone close to you. ive lost the two loves of my lofe in one week.
No.....!!!
@ivy it's fine