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  • ur handwriting is pretty.....

  • @Cruso thank you uwu! I write better on paper tho. hru

  • @ivy .....

  • @ivy barely living ....

  • @Cruso nuuuuu! please stay!! how can I help

  • @ivy it's ok ....I just don't wanna live anymore....but I'm fucking forced to be here

  • @Cruso by who? me?

  • @ivy no .......I can't break my fucking promise ....I promised kyle I wouldn't leave ......

  • @ivy I hate living .....Im literally failing at life and failing everyone. ......I can't do it anymore I'm so sick of trying

  • @ivy I'm so sick of all of my thoughts and how my messed up head finds so much relief in images of me cutting or hanging or being shot and

  • @ivy bleeding out .....I'm sick of everything ..... people expect so much from me and I can't do it rn......I'm barely living

  • @ivy I just can't take it .......my mom's pissed at me for all my late assignments too and gahhhh

  • @Cruso I'm so sorry Ivy. I hate that you're having these thoughts. I wish I knew how to help...

  • @ivy no one can help me .......the thoughts won't leave me ....I just is living life and suffering but I'm used to it by now so it's fine

  • @Cruso it's not fine though Ivy

  • @ivy I've made it fine cause I can't do anything about it tho.....

  • @Cruso ik I'm still sorry...

  • @Harmony🎧🎤 wish I could help normal I listen to music it helps

  • @ivy it's ok ..... kyle saved me again.... tommorow I'll probably be depressed again but I'll be ok ....I'm used to it by now .....

  • @Harmony🎧🎤 well good night I can talk if u want anytime but I might not answer immediately cuz I might be doing school work and stuff