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Happy, Happy New Year to you Eve.
this is so perfect that I thought u colored an imported pic!!!❤️❤️
Wow.. Impressed you created this yourself
Happy new year,Starr🎉🎆⛤
Happy New Year! 🎇🎄🤩🤩❄️🎁🥳🥂🎉😍😚🌠🎆
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 ♥️❤❣❤♥️
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Hope you had a good one
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Thanks, I love to do lettering. I worked all day one it
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Thanks Judie. I was kinda proud of this one..hehe
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I hope your new year brings you all the goodness in this world
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Sorry so late. hope yourz was good honey
@🌻Sithofawen thank you so much Starr.i hope for a miracle i cant see.all the blessings of the world to you 💕⛤⚘
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I'm praying for a miracle too. my husband just told me night before last that he want a divorce. After 18 years.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 12 of those I haven't had to work. and now I have no ideas how to go on.
@🌻Sithofawen oh my god!im so sorry.i know whats going on.we split for a time recently.i haven't worked either.i was terrified.
@🌻Sithofawen im here for you.really.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 thank you sweetheart. I truly mean it. you're the only one on here that knows. I am prolly gonna move bk to Charleston Sc.....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 to be with my son. he says he will help. he is so mads@his stepfather. He practically raised him from 3yrs old. I guess I.....
@🌻Sithofawen aww.i understand that.i almost went back to MN.i hate IN.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 will try to look@it as a new beginning for me. 42 years old and starting all over. but he will be my only marriage.Never again
@🌻Sithofawen wow.its like you are telling me my own story..
@🌻Sithofawen im so sorry that youre going through this.i hope you aren't dealing w/a new girlfriend too.i did.it was awful
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 no, he says it's because his health is gonna get worst, brain injury from Afghanistan. doesnt want me to see him suffer......
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 or have to deal with him. his PTSD is getting worse and becoming more violent towards me. thru sickness and in health.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I've taken my vows to heart. but deep down i know there is more to this. but he insists that is the reason
@🌻Sithofawen well,maybe it is only that.its so hard to say if its better to go.either way you will worry for him.i will worry
@🌻Sithofawen for you.i hope you are safe.even without injury,the mind is a stranger and constantly changing place.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 appreciate it. this is so new to me. the pain, heartache,always have seen us growin old together. never imagined us apart.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 this app has been a Godsend. keeps me from breaking all the way down. which I do when I'm not on here
@🌻Sithofawen i understand.this is my zen place also.really bothered that some ppl have tried to make it all drama or be hatefu
@🌻Sithofawen l on here.i try my best to ignore it all
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 that's what I do. kids just being kids. I'd rather be kind and color!
@🌻Sithofawen me too❤
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 ♥️❤❣😘❣😘❣❤♥️
@🌻Sithofawen hugs my friend 🤗🤗🌹
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 back at cha hon
Oh Starr, am really sorry to learn abt what you are going through. When you spoke abt what you thought your relationship wld be, brought
tears. If you ever need to vent...I'm here.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 thank you Bunny. though I am not getting all your messages in order, I've gotten the gist of it. times like this I can use the..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 ...encouragement. everyone I talk with says to have faith I him, then others says I have to be strong for myself. hard to do....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 when it's been him for so long that I've been strong for. one minute I know I can do this, next I just break down because I dont
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 want to live my life without him. He took me outof a shitty situation& made me his wife. gave me a home,& all his love, and its
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 knowing that that love will not be the same, though he says he'll always love me, and help when I need it. isn't just gonna
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 throw me out. but I have been in dark dark places in my head before, & it was always him to help pick me up, he has been my best
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 friend since the moment we met, granted things have been stressful for years and more so because of his health. he has PTSD,....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 which he has denied for 17 years. and now they have diagnosed him with TBI, traumatic brain injury which is causing his migraine
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 and now the are saying that he will never get better, only worse. the cells in his brain are not replacing themselves, and he is
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 loosing his short term memories. I know he is scared, but better or for worse and in sickness and in health
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I don't want him to go through this alone. I know its scary. I'm scared for both of us. but my love will get us through, that
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I hold faith in. I am not a church goer, but I believe in God. I know everything happens for a reason, but damn, this is not....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 what I thought I'd be praying to him over. I've made mistakes in the past, I was young and stupid, but that is something my ....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 husband cant seem to get over. 16 years I did something terrible&now its come back to tear my heart apart. but since then I have
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 have been totally faithful to him. He says it both his health&what I did back then that is the reason for wanting this divorce
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I thought we where over it&he had forgiven me. we have had suck a beautiful life since then. so I've kept my faith that we would
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 would last to the end of time. All of our friend's thought we where perfect for each other&saw the love we had. some where.....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 jealous in a good and happy for us way. But I will always have hope that this will be something we can get over together.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Im sorry for the ramblings& thank you for your ear. I have my email given to Vickie somewhere on here if that would be easier.
I totally understand. I left my first husband even though he was and will always be the love of my life...but love does not equal healthy.
We'd known each other since our teens, married when I graduated college...by year 2 I knew the union wasn't going to survive...we were just
too different. Even tho we loved each other passionately...even after we split...we wanted different things out of life. I am driven and
ambitious...he was laid back. I had wanted to move out of the very old, awful house we owned. He didn't care and never wanted to go look at
houses...among other ying/yang differences. Now, nearly 40 years later he is still living in that God forsaken place....lol...
I wasn't scared. I was suffocating in the marriage except for one specific activity which gave us our son...I have never experienced anyone
better, before or since...lol. But that doesn't hold up a relationship. Like you, I faced work again, but didn't worry...I'd just pick up
a few more classes..as in alot...Worried slot abt money, getting a better schedule, maybe moving, so tired of being tired. An OK day was as
good as it got. In time tho I met my husband and we've been married 38 years and now I know what true happiness is.
This is so long. Have some thoughts abt your husband's need to leave..and you... Any kids still at home? Your ideas abt getting work. Will
go to your gallery. Also, you won't hurt my feelings if you want to delete all this to clean up your comment page. Take care..warm hugs.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 no no, your story means a lot to me. Give me hope that I can to this. All always hold hope and faith in this man. He has been ..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 my best friend for over a decade. I still let him now I love him, but I know this will end eventually. but believing it is.....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 different, if that makes sense. I keep thinking while I pack up our memories that he'll change his mind. He got scared before...
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 we started a relationship because he had been married before. Back then I was very independent& I carried on. Now it's been so..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 long, I stayed home to raise our son I had before I met him&then his daughter came to live with us while in HS. He is 22&she's..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 21. She just got engaged to her HS sweetie, My son lives back home in Charleston. He knows but I haven't had the heart to tell..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 my daughter yet. I couldn't have anymore kids & where ok with that. David loved my son as his own, raised him a good man he is..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 now. He wants me to come back home to Chas. but I want to be closer to my Dad& stepMom In OH. Tho I've vowed never to return....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 There. I lived there in middle& freshman w/ Dad &Mother. hard times w/ her. So I moved to live w/ my G-parents. She had mental..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 health issues &we didn't get along. &Dad always worked, truch driver, the old school kind. gone wks @a time. so he never knew...
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 until I grew up &married. David&Dad adored each other. but know, well you can guess. So Chas, is where I met David& dont care to
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 go back. If my grandparents where still alive I would. I love my Daddy, but they've been my heart since they took me out of hell
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 with my mother. then David came around, a Marine that my PaPaw was pleased to see. he was a Navy man too. I wasn't such a good..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 girl back then, but things changed when I met him. I still worked, but partied till I had my son. still he worried about me, the
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 last thing PaPaw said to us before he was intubated was 'take care of my girl'. He never came bk out of the induced coma. That
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 was a hard dark time for me too. &David was there to pick me up. Then Grammas dementia started. then my depression started all
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 over again when I lost her. They both where my heroes. But it's been David that's saved me over &over again. I am scared, b/c my
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 depression has been apart of my life for so long, but always him to help. He has been the one to make me eat these days,b/c up
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 out of bed. well then there's my dogs. but for ever he has been my life &reason. my best friend. Now it's all lost
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🎊 Just amazing! 🎉 A heart for you as my christimas gift ❤ 🎁 Could u check out my designs? Tell me if you like it leaving a ❤ Follow me 🐼
Happy, Happy New Year to you Eve.
this is so perfect that I thought u colored an imported pic!!!❤️❤️
Wow.. Impressed you created this yourself
Happy new year,Starr🎉🎆⛤
Happy New Year! 🎇🎄🤩🤩❄️🎁🥳🥂🎉😍😚🌠🎆
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 ♥️❤❣❤♥️
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Hope you had a good one
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Thanks, I love to do lettering. I worked all day one it
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Thanks Judie. I was kinda proud of this one..hehe
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I hope your new year brings you all the goodness in this world
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Sorry so late. hope yourz was good honey
@🌻Sithofawen thank you so much Starr.i hope for a miracle i cant see.all the blessings of the world to you 💕⛤⚘
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I'm praying for a miracle too. my husband just told me night before last that he want a divorce. After 18 years.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 12 of those I haven't had to work. and now I have no ideas how to go on.
@🌻Sithofawen oh my god!im so sorry.i know whats going on.we split for a time recently.i haven't worked either.i was terrified.
@🌻Sithofawen im here for you.really.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 thank you sweetheart. I truly mean it. you're the only one on here that knows. I am prolly gonna move bk to Charleston Sc.....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 to be with my son. he says he will help. he is so mads@his stepfather. He practically raised him from 3yrs old. I guess I.....
@🌻Sithofawen aww.i understand that.i almost went back to MN.i hate IN.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 will try to look@it as a new beginning for me. 42 years old and starting all over. but he will be my only marriage.Never again
@🌻Sithofawen wow.its like you are telling me my own story..
@🌻Sithofawen im so sorry that youre going through this.i hope you aren't dealing w/a new girlfriend too.i did.it was awful
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 no, he says it's because his health is gonna get worst, brain injury from Afghanistan. doesnt want me to see him suffer......
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 or have to deal with him. his PTSD is getting worse and becoming more violent towards me. thru sickness and in health.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I've taken my vows to heart. but deep down i know there is more to this. but he insists that is the reason
@🌻Sithofawen well,maybe it is only that.its so hard to say if its better to go.either way you will worry for him.i will worry
@🌻Sithofawen for you.i hope you are safe.even without injury,the mind is a stranger and constantly changing place.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 appreciate it. this is so new to me. the pain, heartache,always have seen us growin old together. never imagined us apart.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 this app has been a Godsend. keeps me from breaking all the way down. which I do when I'm not on here
@🌻Sithofawen i understand.this is my zen place also.really bothered that some ppl have tried to make it all drama or be hatefu
@🌻Sithofawen l on here.i try my best to ignore it all
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 that's what I do. kids just being kids. I'd rather be kind and color!
@🌻Sithofawen me too❤
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 ♥️❤❣😘❣😘❣❤♥️
@🌻Sithofawen hugs my friend 🤗🤗🌹
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 back at cha hon
Oh Starr, am really sorry to learn abt what you are going through. When you spoke abt what you thought your relationship wld be, brought
tears. If you ever need to vent...I'm here.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 thank you Bunny. though I am not getting all your messages in order, I've gotten the gist of it. times like this I can use the..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 ...encouragement. everyone I talk with says to have faith I him, then others says I have to be strong for myself. hard to do....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 when it's been him for so long that I've been strong for. one minute I know I can do this, next I just break down because I dont
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 want to live my life without him. He took me outof a shitty situation& made me his wife. gave me a home,& all his love, and its
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 knowing that that love will not be the same, though he says he'll always love me, and help when I need it. isn't just gonna
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 throw me out. but I have been in dark dark places in my head before, & it was always him to help pick me up, he has been my best
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 friend since the moment we met, granted things have been stressful for years and more so because of his health. he has PTSD,....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 which he has denied for 17 years. and now they have diagnosed him with TBI, traumatic brain injury which is causing his migraine
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 and now the are saying that he will never get better, only worse. the cells in his brain are not replacing themselves, and he is
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 loosing his short term memories. I know he is scared, but better or for worse and in sickness and in health
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I don't want him to go through this alone. I know its scary. I'm scared for both of us. but my love will get us through, that
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I hold faith in. I am not a church goer, but I believe in God. I know everything happens for a reason, but damn, this is not....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 what I thought I'd be praying to him over. I've made mistakes in the past, I was young and stupid, but that is something my ....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 husband cant seem to get over. 16 years I did something terrible&now its come back to tear my heart apart. but since then I have
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 have been totally faithful to him. He says it both his health&what I did back then that is the reason for wanting this divorce
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 I thought we where over it&he had forgiven me. we have had suck a beautiful life since then. so I've kept my faith that we would
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 would last to the end of time. All of our friend's thought we where perfect for each other&saw the love we had. some where.....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 jealous in a good and happy for us way. But I will always have hope that this will be something we can get over together.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 Im sorry for the ramblings& thank you for your ear. I have my email given to Vickie somewhere on here if that would be easier.
I totally understand. I left my first husband even though he was and will always be the love of my life...but love does not equal healthy.
We'd known each other since our teens, married when I graduated college...by year 2 I knew the union wasn't going to survive...we were just
too different. Even tho we loved each other passionately...even after we split...we wanted different things out of life. I am driven and
ambitious...he was laid back. I had wanted to move out of the very old, awful house we owned. He didn't care and never wanted to go look at
houses...among other ying/yang differences. Now, nearly 40 years later he is still living in that God forsaken place....lol...
I wasn't scared. I was suffocating in the marriage except for one specific activity which gave us our son...I have never experienced anyone
better, before or since...lol. But that doesn't hold up a relationship. Like you, I faced work again, but didn't worry...I'd just pick up
a few more classes..as in alot...Worried slot abt money, getting a better schedule, maybe moving, so tired of being tired. An OK day was as
good as it got. In time tho I met my husband and we've been married 38 years and now I know what true happiness is.
This is so long. Have some thoughts abt your husband's need to leave..and you... Any kids still at home? Your ideas abt getting work. Will
go to your gallery. Also, you won't hurt my feelings if you want to delete all this to clean up your comment page. Take care..warm hugs.
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 no no, your story means a lot to me. Give me hope that I can to this. All always hold hope and faith in this man. He has been ..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 my best friend for over a decade. I still let him now I love him, but I know this will end eventually. but believing it is.....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 different, if that makes sense. I keep thinking while I pack up our memories that he'll change his mind. He got scared before...
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 we started a relationship because he had been married before. Back then I was very independent& I carried on. Now it's been so..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 long, I stayed home to raise our son I had before I met him&then his daughter came to live with us while in HS. He is 22&she's..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 21. She just got engaged to her HS sweetie, My son lives back home in Charleston. He knows but I haven't had the heart to tell..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 my daughter yet. I couldn't have anymore kids & where ok with that. David loved my son as his own, raised him a good man he is..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 now. He wants me to come back home to Chas. but I want to be closer to my Dad& stepMom In OH. Tho I've vowed never to return....
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 There. I lived there in middle& freshman w/ Dad &Mother. hard times w/ her. So I moved to live w/ my G-parents. She had mental..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 health issues &we didn't get along. &Dad always worked, truch driver, the old school kind. gone wks @a time. so he never knew...
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 until I grew up &married. David&Dad adored each other. but know, well you can guess. So Chas, is where I met David& dont care to
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 go back. If my grandparents where still alive I would. I love my Daddy, but they've been my heart since they took me out of hell
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 with my mother. then David came around, a Marine that my PaPaw was pleased to see. he was a Navy man too. I wasn't such a good..
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 girl back then, but things changed when I met him. I still worked, but partied till I had my son. still he worried about me, the
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 last thing PaPaw said to us before he was intubated was 'take care of my girl'. He never came bk out of the induced coma. That
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 was a hard dark time for me too. &David was there to pick me up. Then Grammas dementia started. then my depression started all
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 over again when I lost her. They both where my heroes. But it's been David that's saved me over &over again. I am scared, b/c my
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 depression has been apart of my life for so long, but always him to help. He has been the one to make me eat these days,b/c up
@🌟⭐SouthernStarr⭐🌟 out of bed. well then there's my dogs. but for ever he has been my life &reason. my best friend. Now it's all lost